Friday, December 31, 2010

no more tomorrow

guys

think about your loved one. think about your family. think about your partners. think about your friends. think for the world.

today would be the last day of year 2010. this is the only day where you can never see you tomorrow. this is the only day where you don't say tomorrow. beat it guys. i know everyone would be going for a big party tonight! some might working hard for their life! well, don't lose yourself in the party and for those who work, it never been easier to live without your effort, you guys definitely awesome and greatly appreciated!

happy new year to everyone! wish all my readers continue on to read! wish the everyone the best too!

Monday, December 27, 2010

facebook rules over google

statistic counting from january 2010 to november 2010 showing that google stands 9.9 percent as the most visited sites while facebook is still on 8.9 percent followed by yahoo ranking third with 8.1 percent.

miraculously, this end of the year facebook rules over google by 8.9 percent and the latter drops to 7.2 percent of all visits.

google had been dominating the internet as the most visited website in the united states in year 2008 and 2009. news corp's myspace was the no.1 visited website in 2007 ranking no.7

mark was so happy that he announces this success over a conference in san francisco, california over the last few weeks! gosh! how amazing can a accidental billionaire be?


Saturday, December 25, 2010

Friday, December 24, 2010

elmo

this is just so cute. elmo on christmas drug.

merry christmas to elmo and everyone!


sorry to say, i totally love elmo these few days

Thursday, December 23, 2010

rest assured

one thing a person has to know, rest assured your peace.

how? rest assured your feelings. be it or not be it not. they might tend to hurt you. i'm tired.

i don't want to see the clown.
fuck you and don't ever try to come out again.
i fucking jailed you and i killed your cock-co-roaches.
would you stop?
one simple clown would devour that single piece of diamond.
you're not gonna come out again.
you're gonna stay there and hypnotized yourself.
once you're awake, hypnotized yourself again.
that's the command. it's an order.
i don't need you to talk. i don't need you to help me.
i don't need you to act for me.

let me say that once and not twice.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

better hand

looking back behind two post of mine.

do you see the words better hand? i admit i never edit the title. this could ever be one of the best thing ever happened to me if it's true!


god saves me.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

better

montana left these words to his rival before the end of his life,

"you fuck me with me, you're fucking with the best!"

i'm always inspired by this sentence. it's egoistic and one thing you have to know, it's being confident on yourself. it's always been one of the way when the next person are looking you like a shaveless ugly balls on a cow.

yeah. if you know you're good, then i'm just better than a good. i'm gonna be better and this is never gonna be better than me. assure and re-assure that. that's the law of confident. i'm not angry but it's a promise that a person has to take. that's the best mental challenge you could ever dream of yourself. step the walls. eyes don't lie.

it's somehow a rough moment when you're seeing that someone are actually ignoring your thoughts and intelligence. you would say hey, i'm here and it's always the contributor received consequences as if contributors are buying themselves a ticket to stray away from the rest. why would it never be to say NO to yourself? look at the interior of the house when there's a wall covering the building or without stepping in the building. rage. burning. save the dolls in you.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

hand

each time i look at the scars on my wrist, it fucked me up.

i just wished one day i'm getting my full wrist mobility back. i want to get back in shape. it's been more than 1 year and i don't see much improvement with it.

god bless me.

i know i need to feel a little more gratefully towards what happened before.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

broken memories

well, i believed when i started this blog, i always mentioned that i'm just going to share with you guys about my broken wrist, right? here it is.

it happened the day after japanese cultural night on march 2009. i was doing some community work to do some helping hands and this is what got me into it. i'm not blaming my fate but i just can't understand why does it ever happen to me.

Right after I fell down from the lorry and self-carried myself to the car.

I wasn't sure what happened during that time and it was awfully pain. That looks a lot like a big swell in my vains.

i went to the first hospital and i was diagnosed as having a sprain wrist. but why so pain? my palm and fingers were so numb and i couldn't even fucking move it. dooooh, i refused to go for 2nd check-up. i thought it was pathetic back then cause i don't have enough money to get an advise from the orthopedic specialist. well, thanks to all my friends who really encourage and motivates me.

it was after 1 week, after the 2nd diagnose at the public hospital, i was told eventually that i had a very bad scaphoid fracture, perilunate dislocation and have a very bad carpal tunnel syndrome. i almost had a dead scaphoid. the worst thing is that i was told that it would take a huge sum of money to fix my hand since the public hospital were terribly full due to H1N1 infection during that time. it cost around rm10,000 if i want get it fixed fast by some help from the private hospital. it was quite a bad moment and i almost couldn't get a guarantee from my university that i was going to get some health insurance for what happened.

well then, thanks to my friends again. i know it was a tough time for them to fight it for me and i do appreciate it a lot. i was proved to be insured by the university to undergo some surgery.

for your information, these are the peoples who visited me always everyday. I was in the hospital for 7 days. got the surgery on the 3rd day.

that's me during the last day. thanks jess for the birds.

that's how it looks after the surgery

real bad, eh?

a piece of an surgery stitching art

i took this when i had a bandage clean-up. thanks the nurse for their effort

it's pain, it's shit pain, it's not just shit pain

do you realize there's actually a metal hook poking out from the hand?


how interesting? you can always me more about the case. i'll explain to you further more.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

headbanging

Sorry to say that i'm currently are quite attracted to the headbangers! lol.

Look at this video. it's one great lesson for those who wants to learn how to do headbang. One thing you have to know before you starts to headbang, it'll cause some health hazards toward your head, neck and brain possibility. One of evanescence and slipknot guitarist suffered a bad stiff and very bad sores when they are doing some headbanging.

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For your information, headbanging is a type of dance where a person shakes their head violently with the music and most commonly are from the metal-group music.

Led Zeppellin was the first rock band to actually practicing headbanging around the rock concert.

Well, let me teach you the lesson if you would like to read this further.

First step:
get yourself a heavy metal cloth and get your metal hair ready too

1st skill: up and down
- the most common style

2nd skill: full body
- variation of up and down
- move the head to your knees and bring it back up

3rd skill: figure 8
- draw number 9 with your head

** remember to take some break for water supplies and some massage before you continuing for too long

4th skill: whiplash
- very violet variation of up and down
- move your hair very quickly to obscure your face

5th skill: hammer
- bend forward
- close your first
- hit your thigh
- follow with your thigh

6th skill: side to side
- shake your head from side to side
- get whiplash from every shift

7th skill: windmill
- move your head in a circular way

8th skill: drunk style
- move your head randomly
- DRUNK IS A PRIORITY

9th skill: all-out
- cling to tables and other fixed objects
- let yourself fall to the ground
- violently shake your head between your arms

10th skill: breakdown
- find a partner

**continue on, some articles i get from the internet

Forget cigarettes, fried food and holding your breath too long – there's another indulgence that some doctors wish to quash. Rockers should cease their headbanging, Australian scientists have advised, or wear a less-than-rocking neck brace.

"We identified a definite risk of mild traumatic brain injury from headbanging," Dr Andrew McIntosh, of the University of New South Wales (UNSW), told the Australian newspaper. "We would suggest a proper public health warning, as for smoking." The results of his research were published in the Christmas edition of the British Medical Journal.

Researchers at UNSW's school of risk and safety sciences found that risk of neck and head injury was directly related to song tempo. The average heavy metal song, with a tempo of 146 bpm, is likely to cause mild injury if the head's range of motion is greater than 75 degrees. Songs like Motley Crue's Kickstart My Heart – at 180 bpm – are among the most dangerous, leading to anything from mild headaches to mosh-induced strokes.

McIntosh and co-author Declan Patton advised that "Adult-oriented rock"(wtf) is much more safe, as it involves a slower rate of head-bopping. We are not quite sure what "adult-oriented rock" means, but we suspect the music is less cool than AC/DC.

The study's authors also observed the headbanging of cartoon characters Beavis and Butthead. Listening to the Ramones' I Wanna Be Sedated, Beavis kept his "angular head velocity" within safe limits, they wrote. Butthead did not. "It is well understood, however, that cartoon characters are able to tolerate greater than normal impacts without injury," the study drily noted.

Injury can also be avoided by the use of a neck brace. Or, McIntosh advised, "learn to ballroom dance. That's the takeaway message"

do you understand that, my dear?