broken memories

well, i believed when i started this blog, i always mentioned that i'm just going to share with you guys about my broken wrist, right? here it is.

it happened the day after japanese cultural night on march 2009. i was doing some community work to do some helping hands and this is what got me into it. i'm not blaming my fate but i just can't understand why does it ever happen to me.

Right after I fell down from the lorry and self-carried myself to the car.

I wasn't sure what happened during that time and it was awfully pain. That looks a lot like a big swell in my vains.

i went to the first hospital and i was diagnosed as having a sprain wrist. but why so pain? my palm and fingers were so numb and i couldn't even fucking move it. dooooh, i refused to go for 2nd check-up. i thought it was pathetic back then cause i don't have enough money to get an advise from the orthopedic specialist. well, thanks to all my friends who really encourage and motivates me.

it was after 1 week, after the 2nd diagnose at the public hospital, i was told eventually that i had a very bad scaphoid fracture, perilunate dislocation and have a very bad carpal tunnel syndrome. i almost had a dead scaphoid. the worst thing is that i was told that it would take a huge sum of money to fix my hand since the public hospital were terribly full due to H1N1 infection during that time. it cost around rm10,000 if i want get it fixed fast by some help from the private hospital. it was quite a bad moment and i almost couldn't get a guarantee from my university that i was going to get some health insurance for what happened.

well then, thanks to my friends again. i know it was a tough time for them to fight it for me and i do appreciate it a lot. i was proved to be insured by the university to undergo some surgery.

for your information, these are the peoples who visited me always everyday. I was in the hospital for 7 days. got the surgery on the 3rd day.

that's me during the last day. thanks jess for the birds.

that's how it looks after the surgery

real bad, eh?

a piece of an surgery stitching art

i took this when i had a bandage clean-up. thanks the nurse for their effort

it's pain, it's shit pain, it's not just shit pain

do you realize there's actually a metal hook poking out from the hand?

how interesting? you can always me more about the case. i'll explain to you further more.