a never ending wish

it's always not that i don't want to.

i always wanted to join

i always wanted to follow

i always wanted to be there

i always wanted to travel

i always wanted to eat something nicer

i always wanted to drink something nicer

i always wanted to get better beers

i always wanted to live and stay at nice place

i always wanted to have good accessories

i always wanted to wear nicer

i always wanted to have a good phones

not to say to have a good pc or tablet

i always wanted to drive nicer car

i always wanted to sit in better and nice place

i always wanted to walk-in a better and nice place

i always wanted to have a nicer house

i always wanted to wear a better slippers

i always wanted to wear a better shoes

i always wanted to wear a better jeans

i always wanted to have a good education

i always wanted to bring my loves one to a nice place

i always wanted to spend my time with my loves one

i always wanted to keep my loves one in good health

i always wanted to take care of you

but i can't. why?

because i don't have the luxury. it's pathetic. i'm not looking for your pity. i'm just looking for your understanding. that's what men do.

it takes 10-20 years for a men to get all the luxury. it takes 1-2 month for a girl to get all the luxury. trust me on this. i know what i've seen. i know what the world have shown me. i know what they all meant for me. it's okay if you don't believe me.

patience it's something i will respect from you