Thursday, October 22, 2009

property attracts desperation

If you don't have a will to do something, it's a common sense that you there is a probability of 0.99 that you won't do it.

If you're thinking of covering your ass with what you're not thinking of doing it, you doubt it. You would eventually fucked up if you're not thinking of doing what you're not supposed to do. But why still you do it?

Desperation step in your mind and conquered you, you succumb. Al Pacino had a dream of becoming a star but he had no pennies with him when he was young. Al Pacino was so poor that he had sex with an old woman to get food and shelter for himself. I totally salute him. Would you do the same in times of desperation?

I would if I would have given the chance to. I totally understand that when I'm so hungered for food. You would think of evil way of getting your stomach filled. Stealing, committing crime is what you planned for. You only left few pennies of a lifetime with you but you only have few days more to hold on to what you're going for. Would you or would you not ever save your cents, by going through starvings and stop getting all secondary and primary demands of life? How pissed when a little cents can ruin your life. Al Pacino felt shamed for himself but he never regretted that he made it this far becoming a true Italian star.

When humans are desperate, they absolutely accept anything coming for them. Reluctantly, I been studying here in UMS for almost 2 and half years. It's tough when you're staying apart from your family and also your home. You had to survive the non-basic accommodation and mother's milk feeding in your life. Transport. Food. Cloths hygiene. Time. Comfort. Health. I'm not trying to be smart or whatever. Flame me if you wanted to. I'm just sharing part of my philosophy.

Let's take transport as one of the examples. If you would have a transport in a community of non-owned transport, you would not need to identify or recognize which are even your friend? Do they come to you as a full-time friend or is it a part-time friend or is it of the property you had with you? It's not being stingy and selfish but it's about what's part of you and not part of me. Correct me if I'm wrong. You should never ever recognize the wrong side of person standing by you. Antonio Montana was so rich that he couldn't trust his own fella. Peoples with property does not seen the reality of it but the peoples surround you can see the reality and hypocriticity of it.

Contrary to the previous statement, human has a weird taste of believing the truth of what's going on around them unless they had been through a epically life trauma. It is so bloody shit that when you know what's wrong with the situation and you were once a best friend of the person who owns that particular special property and you eventually had given up every breath of life and burning brain cells just to think of a way to advise your friend on what's not and what was what and he or she is not fucking listening to you. All he or she had for you is '"FUCK YOU, TIMMY! SHUT THE FUCK UP. I KNOW WHAT I'M DOING". Alright, as you wish, wish every angels from the heaven is by your side guiding you. and fuck me myself for twitching your sneak peak.

You would double your wish hoping nothing bad is gonna happen. However, life have best and worst moment. It was totaled. Shit, how do I know it would gone bad? I thought I prayed to Jesus was neglected but none was to blame. Jesus is doing what's right and what's wrong. Yes. I might be another lesson for me.

One thing it would not be one of the most happiest thing in your life would be that your own property-owned best friend denying you as once his or her life superhero for those hypocrites around him or her. What the hell does advising means to you? It's not cool.

Imagine it this way. I don't care whether you're smart or a dumb but you can try to do it this way. Act like a dumb or retard in front of everyone, act like you're one fucking poor dirty bastard. Look at the eyes and attitudes of the people around you. Do they give a big G-fuck about you? STONECOLD SAID "HELL NO" and THE ROCK once SAID "I DON'T GIVE A DAMN, JABRONI!". Ignore those wrestler superstar.

Yeah, I'm asking to be a character as it is not about testing your friends but experiencing human's understanding on their own desperation. Be smart, be cool, be filthy rich bastard. Now, differentiate the previous and the latter. Do you feel me? Well, when people starts to get desperate, they knew you had the potential, they will come to you like barbarians. Maximus supposed and had a trinity death wish to die in ROME COLOSSEUM but he was so desperate to killed the King of Rome who is responsible for the massacre of his loving family and his village. He starved. He was stabbed. He was oppressed like a dog in the bloodbath theater. He was used as an entertainment for the citizens of Rome. He was so desperate that he doesn't want to care anymore what people thinks of him as a barbarian. He killed the King of Rome before he died. Romans saluted him.

You probaby thinking that I'm talking nonsense right now. But believe it or not, Maximus did this cause he wanted the whole world to know that you don't praise, worship and respect people who owns a property. For your information, that king was rich and he was good-looking. and yes again. VERY RICH.

You can feed a slave and ask him or her do whatever you want to do cause these desperate people just hoping that you could feed him and fulfill their necessities. Desperation don't recognize humanity, humiliation and love.

Don't ever choose a friend just because he or she had a property to fulfill your desire and necessity. Slap yourself like a bitch if you would have do that. We all don't want to cut and split a line in relationship. We don't want to lose faith in humanity. I would not want your respect but your honesty and trust. Lies had warranty but it does not guaranteed lifetime relationship. In the exact opposition of previous statement, honesty does not had warranty but it totally ensures full lifetime relationship guaranteed.

Correct me if I'm wrong? Thank you for reading.


4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Being desperate hurts. A lot. And I hate it when people say "I've got lots of friends."
No they don't.
Real friends are like, two or three. Those who don't care go shopping by bus or walkin around sweating like hell. And usually we do that to real friends.

P.S. Ah. So you used stingy instead. A better word.

Anonymous said...

And yeah, fuck those who said "Abu? Oh dat guy. Kami kenal gitu-gitu ja." when actually Abu is the bffffff.

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