trusting instinct

Do you trust your own basic instinct?

Do you believe what's that coming to you from what you feel from your instinct?

What does it feels like when you had the worst instinct?

Would you probably hate to face it or are you always going to be ready for it?

fuck it, when the basic instinct were the bad things that gonna happen in your life and the worst thing of all is that it happens right in front of you.

Montana's definition states that instinct is a sort of real-time dream and if it comes true, you could name it as real-time deja-vu.

Good instinct comes when don't expect it to be. Say, you feel that you're lucky to win a lottery. It does proves to you that you should convinced yourself to had such confident that you're going to win this lottery. You did what was told by your mind, but if you're expecting yourself to win the lottery, fate punishes you. You're doomed, and if you're not expecting it to happen. It's going to happen. Maybe the instincts were as if some spiritual ghost around you tending to make you trust them. Does that ever mean anything to you?

Let's concentrate more on the bad side of life.

Worst case senario. Assume that you had a boyfriend or a girlfriend or a husband or maybe a wife. Say, you had some problems on your emotion that you felt something is not right. You trusted that person for life. But what the fuck happened is that, you were being stabbed, cheated, betrayed. Would you care that your love one were cheating and betraying you? Or would you try not to care what you feel and think and trying not to comprehend what is it about? You probably know what's going to happen but you act like a smart-ass sitting there acting like a preventer.

If you're thinking of not to prevent what's going on with your trust, you start to investigate like a young detective conan. Why do people still believe themselves trying to prevent since it hurts you both way. It's a not a good point when you're doubting your loved one. Should we not being caring enough for them? or Should we?

Would you just stand there thinking what should I do with this thing in my brain and emotion? fuck it cause it's troubling me to doubt you. I don't want it to happen this way.

You should probably know it better than I do.

From my point of view, was this some kind of a hints given by some spiritual stuff around me or you? Did he/her really did those things or was yourself being paranoid? You couldn't ask for more from that person. You had it enough. Recommend yourself some sleeping pills.