Do you ever thought about your loved one, particularly your partner were sleeping with the other random persons while you're gone? At the same time, your partner was telling you that you're the only one that he or she loves but your commitment for your partner is convincing you to believe him or her.
Just when you're starting to feel suspicious and not right about it, you are being nauseous towards your partner. Tips from all your close friends were telling you that something is not right. But who do you wish to believe? Betraying to your own commitment towards your partner or doubting your own close friends. Doubting your own close friends could cause you friendship and making you down for the rest of your life and lonely. Who wanted to be lonely always when they are no one is there to help you when you're in trouble?
It's so sick and disgust to hear your partner was sleeping with someone else. And when it really does, your partner was asking for forgiveness but you just can't help yourself digging your own graveyard by the hillside. Eyes were widen and you were so sick, dizzy and hurt and was thinking of committing suicide or even hoping that you could die in an accident so that no one could have blame yourself for committing suicide as you should know that committing suicide is the biggest sin in our human life.
You could have just knew it earlier and save yourself. If it happens few times towards you, it totally fcking kills you. You just loved your partner too much that you were doubting to forgive your partner and thinking about giving a new chance for him or her.
What about it if it has gone the other way round when your partner starts to think that sleeping with you could be the best idea to convince you that your partner only love you the most. Well, as you know, sex could achieved strong bond between partners. It's all about convincing one another that you're the only one that she or he loves. When human are on high, I could totally bet my life that you wouldn't think that much about what else is happening around you. But if you're just smart and aware enough you could possibly understand his or her feeling by the way she or he was fucking you. Yes, I know I'm not experienced but this is just my thought. Please don't be so offense about it. Read and think about it. I watched porno for like almost 10 years already and I been noticing the way the porn star were fucking the other person in every types of porno dramatical movies. Some were just fucking due to lust, desire and satisfaction but some are about relationships. I don't know much about it, but I bet you seriously ever thought about it in your life after you jack-off with your weiyner.
Back to my story, it totally sounds like your partner was trying to convince you with a fantasy. But what the fuck about it when your partner was promising that it never gonna happen again and it totally happened again when your partner was going out with the person he or she slept with? You once believed in your partner that nothing or whatsoever will happen even your partner were going out alone with that particular person.
When you knew that it happened again, you just couldn't stop doubting what's going to happen next. All of the sex imaginary between your partner starting to scream in your mind. It makes you gone totally crazy about it. You wanted to know more about the plot but you just can't stop telling yourself to stop knowing more because you don't want to hurt yourself again. What if it really happens again and you catch them red-handed. You wanted to cry out to let your partner know how much you really care about it but you couldn't and when you try to explain it in a sad emotion way, your partner starting to tell you to be strong and pampering you not to be so weak towards him or her. Just what the fuck is it all about.
You started to let go and leaving your partner and putting an end to both of your relationship but your partner just couldn't stop holding you on your back. The only thing in your mind now is WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT? Well, he or she tells you "I LOVE YOU! I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO." He or she could have tell you not to let go in other way of. I'm just giving an example just now.
You let go of everything already then everything starts to come back again when your partner came back looking for you threatening you for commiting adultery. What I wanna proclaim here is that life never gets better when someone you love the most has cheated on you. It totally tripling up twice when it happen twice on you. It just totally sick when people lies. I hate fucking hate liars. They deserve a place in hell. The cemetery were barely full and these peoples are just wasting places for them to be bury in. I would not be digging the grave for you if I would be an undertaker. I'm just fucking cursing you liars right now.
Do you deserve more than a forgiveness? Do you even deserve to hated? According to my spiritual commitment, as a Christian, I was taught to loved everyone including my enemies. I wanted to love and care more about you but do you deserve to receive what's coming to you and from me? I wanted to be honest to you but you couldn't be honest to me. This is what I get some more. That was after every incident that happen all along the relationship. Thinking about the reality, you cannot stop believed in anyone anymore once you experience variable resistance in life surrounding you. Your eyes were widely open and you totally don't want to give a fuck about what's going on around you.
You'll only walk straight and talk straight. You'll do things all by yourself. What's used to be in you are gone forever and you never stop convincing yourself that you have to be confident and moving forward. As I explained in my last few post, mistakes teach you to learn a better life and being more confident towards your own feeling. Trust yourself but do not trust your own commitments and sacrifications.
I couldn't explain more about it. I'm quite busy for now. My mind is totally wrecked. I'll continue my post next time. Look around.
Thanks for reading and being understanding.
Just when you're starting to feel suspicious and not right about it, you are being nauseous towards your partner. Tips from all your close friends were telling you that something is not right. But who do you wish to believe? Betraying to your own commitment towards your partner or doubting your own close friends. Doubting your own close friends could cause you friendship and making you down for the rest of your life and lonely. Who wanted to be lonely always when they are no one is there to help you when you're in trouble?
It's so sick and disgust to hear your partner was sleeping with someone else. And when it really does, your partner was asking for forgiveness but you just can't help yourself digging your own graveyard by the hillside. Eyes were widen and you were so sick, dizzy and hurt and was thinking of committing suicide or even hoping that you could die in an accident so that no one could have blame yourself for committing suicide as you should know that committing suicide is the biggest sin in our human life.
You could have just knew it earlier and save yourself. If it happens few times towards you, it totally fcking kills you. You just loved your partner too much that you were doubting to forgive your partner and thinking about giving a new chance for him or her.
What about it if it has gone the other way round when your partner starts to think that sleeping with you could be the best idea to convince you that your partner only love you the most. Well, as you know, sex could achieved strong bond between partners. It's all about convincing one another that you're the only one that she or he loves. When human are on high, I could totally bet my life that you wouldn't think that much about what else is happening around you. But if you're just smart and aware enough you could possibly understand his or her feeling by the way she or he was fucking you. Yes, I know I'm not experienced but this is just my thought. Please don't be so offense about it. Read and think about it. I watched porno for like almost 10 years already and I been noticing the way the porn star were fucking the other person in every types of porno dramatical movies. Some were just fucking due to lust, desire and satisfaction but some are about relationships. I don't know much about it, but I bet you seriously ever thought about it in your life after you jack-off with your weiyner.
Back to my story, it totally sounds like your partner was trying to convince you with a fantasy. But what the fuck about it when your partner was promising that it never gonna happen again and it totally happened again when your partner was going out with the person he or she slept with? You once believed in your partner that nothing or whatsoever will happen even your partner were going out alone with that particular person.
When you knew that it happened again, you just couldn't stop doubting what's going to happen next. All of the sex imaginary between your partner starting to scream in your mind. It makes you gone totally crazy about it. You wanted to know more about the plot but you just can't stop telling yourself to stop knowing more because you don't want to hurt yourself again. What if it really happens again and you catch them red-handed. You wanted to cry out to let your partner know how much you really care about it but you couldn't and when you try to explain it in a sad emotion way, your partner starting to tell you to be strong and pampering you not to be so weak towards him or her. Just what the fuck is it all about.
You started to let go and leaving your partner and putting an end to both of your relationship but your partner just couldn't stop holding you on your back. The only thing in your mind now is WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT? Well, he or she tells you "I LOVE YOU! I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO." He or she could have tell you not to let go in other way of. I'm just giving an example just now.
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You let go of everything already then everything starts to come back again when your partner came back looking for you threatening you for commiting adultery. What I wanna proclaim here is that life never gets better when someone you love the most has cheated on you. It totally tripling up twice when it happen twice on you. It just totally sick when people lies. I hate fucking hate liars. They deserve a place in hell. The cemetery were barely full and these peoples are just wasting places for them to be bury in. I would not be digging the grave for you if I would be an undertaker. I'm just fucking cursing you liars right now.
Do you deserve more than a forgiveness? Do you even deserve to hated? According to my spiritual commitment, as a Christian, I was taught to loved everyone including my enemies. I wanted to love and care more about you but do you deserve to receive what's coming to you and from me? I wanted to be honest to you but you couldn't be honest to me. This is what I get some more. That was after every incident that happen all along the relationship. Thinking about the reality, you cannot stop believed in anyone anymore once you experience variable resistance in life surrounding you. Your eyes were widely open and you totally don't want to give a fuck about what's going on around you.
You'll only walk straight and talk straight. You'll do things all by yourself. What's used to be in you are gone forever and you never stop convincing yourself that you have to be confident and moving forward. As I explained in my last few post, mistakes teach you to learn a better life and being more confident towards your own feeling. Trust yourself but do not trust your own commitments and sacrifications.
I couldn't explain more about it. I'm quite busy for now. My mind is totally wrecked. I'll continue my post next time. Look around.
Thanks for reading and being understanding.
7 comments:
my dear....u know i use how much time to read ma???
hahah. i feel you, man. my latest post is actually about this thing also.. only that there wasn't any sleeping involved. hope totally blinds you when you're in a relationship. we have to see those bitches for who they are, not what we want them to be... or the relationship is doomed to fail
haha. sort of. i just read yours. never been naive about what you thought of.
thinks the pros and cons always.
I can't read now, I wanna fart.
it's the fart-all-you-can community
i see my fellow mates here have some problems with boy-girl relationship
thank you my friend but i think you still owe me laksa
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