another empty night

It's New Year eve, another empty night for me?

Where are you?

We're barbecuing 2009 tonight. After that, everyone's off for a date.
What the fuck else, another date again with my buddies, Malcolm and Raymond Siaw. fuck and where the fuck is Teo Chun Kiat?

It's always a tradition to say Happy New Year to someone else during every new year. Couldn't it something better than that?

misery

Would you talk out to put out your misery?

Would you stay mute to let the others understand how respectful you could be?

Would you rather spend some time doing it rather than bitching it out?

Leaning to a misery to gain independent? How pathetic could that be?
Or just stick to the silence to gain a soldier's salute? How long could you last suffocating before you gone insane?

What it meant to be does not mean to be what you wanted to be. Stepping out of reality are meant to give up. Keeping the facts that makes you being more understand about yourself. Knowing what to do is right to determine what's good and what's bad for you. You couldn't want more than this than anyone else.

Staying put to misery stands 0.9 probability to misled you and 0.1 to makes you grow up. A misleading makes you drop and lose it all. If you're insane, you ought to be the master of life geography.

Relying another homosapien opinion wasn't just the tactic or solution. What could you possibly get from a misery?

I'm still thinking what to blog now.

Another 4 days to say hello to Sabah again.

hoping something better

Would there be something better than this?

Why am I not seeing it?

Does your hope ever was the main distraction?

christmas eve

I hardly update my blog nowadays. Been hanging around with friends lately. Sorry to all my reader. It's Christmas Eve today.

Merry Christmas to everyone.

I don't know what else should I do today. It's another plain night for me again. Everyone has a date with their partner tonight.

I'll be like a gay with Malcolm and Raymond later. And why the fuck I don't see Chun Kiat?

a night-wished comments

My night stalker post has reached 26 comments. What the fuck is wrong with these perverts?

Here's the link. Check it out.

http://tonydowster.blogspot.com/2009/11/night-stalker.html

Thanks.

whore as sex mercenary?

I been having this sort of idea of what I thought about a whore as a part of an occupation or ambition for some people and I been thinking few reasons to support that.

A whore is rather a critics at which a person described as someone who get paid for sex or maybe is used as a term which describe a person, usually a female as a cheap sex bitchy slave for someone else.

Another word term for someone who get paid for sex is prostitute. Any of you hired these peoples to fulfill your needs or not? Gigolo was used for male. Don't you get amuse with the prostitutes and gigolos. You do have to eat. You do have to drink. What would be the last choice if you're really fucking poor and you don't have any potentials or talented in something? You have the looks. You're hot and sexy. Try interviewing a prostitute and check out what's their response. They would rather tell you that it's all about money.

I couldn't understand more why would some people choose this way when there's a lot of opportunities around them. It's all about giving up their life and pursuing an unwanted dream or seeking an unseen ambition without any commitment. This would be my way of defining the facts. Looking at the facts with pros and cons. Whore, prostitute or gigolo is what we called as a sex mercenary if you would look it as a positive way. Whore, prostitute or gigolo is what we called as unnecessary and being disrespect by every common social culture that we know in this world. Not only that as it tends to make a person in becoming more and more immature and losing confident with their social relationship life.

What could be more faithful towards this sort of occupation? I do believe humans has their needs of life. First things first. You do learn and understand it before ever since you were born in this motherly heaven earth. Foods and drinks were first. A place to stay would be second. Cloths will be third. Cloth comes third cause you don't actually need cloths to survive your body. If you would say that cloths were so important that you couldn't live without it, you're offending a nudist. Google nudist. Don't ever try offend another human's right. Whether you know or not knowing it, relationship and sex stands fourth in the list. It's not being explain cause I think it might be so sensitive towards some of the people am I right about it? But I do believe it could another consolation needs for our human.

Relate the 4th needs to a whore. Not everyone were as lucky to had a relationship and sex in their life. You're lucky doesn't mean a he or a she would be as lucky as you as well. Appreciate your love and what you had with you. First principle of relationship. Okay, speaking of the facts that some people wouldn't get a satisfaction in need of sex. People tend to turn down to a whore or prostitute seeking to fulfill their needs. It's so pathetic, yes it is. Who would be the people who are willing to fulfill these people. A whore or gigolo. Would you agree with that? These are the people who are work hard in the underworld preventing the sex-lack people to burst out raping the street girls or street thugs. During this period, money comes in handy. You don't have the money, you have to work hard for it.

You would probably think I'm bending my thoughts to support them. I could probably understand what you think about it. If they really couldn't satisfy themselves with their needs, why would they can't seek for other solution and work hard for it? Yes. I totally agree with that as well. Being hardworking never turns your life down. Being lazy and giving up in something turns you down easily. Trust me. fuck you if you're giving up on something. Trust nobody but yourself. Another principle of life. You want to get paid, you gotta go for it. You want to get lust, you gotta work for it. Your poor mummy doesn't going to feed you with milk everyday with her boobies anymore. Your poor daddy doesn't going to squirt for you anymore.

Whore, gigolos, never been accepted in most countries. It's illegal for some and legal for few. What could it be more helpful with the economy? They had their purpose of life. You could have treat them like a sex mercenary. You could have treat them like a pathetic sick wrecked occupation. An earth never be balance without the good and evil. This proved why heaven and hell exist. We were in the middle to choose our own path. It's the same for you right now. There's good and evil. What you are in right now were to hesitate or think like a mad scientist to choose what could be more helpful towards yourself. A kid or teenager would stands as earth. Heaven and hell stands for the good and evil.

You gotta think probably they were a part of a profession. They got to eat as well too right? Japanese sex industry wouldn't be so well developed in recent years if a prostitute or whore wouldn't be accepted well by their country. It's because that they were accepted by the community and it turns well where each of them do help each other growing their economy like non-fiction story. Certain rules measured the threshold point. It's the same term if you want to be accepted another person, you gotta know your steps and lines. Pay attention in what you do.

Whether to treat them nicely or not, it depends on what you think. But please do let me know about your opinion. I love getting wiser with your thoughts.

Would you salute the sex mercenary?

Would you hate these whores?

Would you rather kill them for having sex with your partner?

Why sex would have to be the first thing that offended you?

Would you rather these people not exist in this world?

Why the world couldn't be more clean like we thought and wanted to be?

Why wouldn't we recognized them as a legal affiliate to improve the economy crisis?

Why would they turn out to be a lust or so influential towards the needs of a human basis?


Seek forward for an answer for these questions. I would accept any of your comment base on what I wrote. I hope it's not too long for to read what I blog again =)

Flame me if you could.


Thanks for reading.

robbery as a profession

Anyone of you watch Ocean 11,12 and 13?

a fucking hell yeah of a movie. I would recommend you to watch it if ya'all are interested with robbing some rich dicks.

Do you ever think of a robbery as one of a profession? Robber should be respect and salute with their highly skills and technique of stealing. Yes, stealing is good for robber but for the victim, they would think that it would be unfair for them if their goods or stuff were stolen by someone else. How could you say it was unfair if it was you left yourself stand there off-guard. Why wouldn't you secure the goods area since you know they are at least few percent of probability that someone will come and rob you away.

Rob you and rob you again. That's the inspiration from the oceans. A pure professional robbery. You should watch it. I don't know what else to say here but do try to enjoy the movies.

Not to forget, Al Pacino was in Ocean 13 which I almost can't recognize him in that. He was too old already.

futsal

Futsal or football, anyone?

Love the game. It's nice to be around with my ex-teammates again.

I miss the touch of balls. I don't think a gay could understand it. I think a straight female would misunderstand that. A football player understands it all.

Thanks to the existence of football.

lonesome

What about being lonesome?

I'm talking about not having a any relationship at all with anyone that is opposite sex of you, it doesn't matter whether they have the nice tits or even a 2 gigantic testicles balls beneath them.

First of all, you gotta understand that when you're lonely or lonesome, it's really so fucking lonely. duh.

You wouldn't have anything else to care in this world.

Who the hell is going to care about you when you lost your wallet or purse by a pickpocket. Who the hell is going to care about you when you're broke your hands or legs.

Who the hell care about you when you're being hospitalized? Okay, for more serious cases, we would assumed that your own family would be the first and the last person on earth care about you.

For a more serious case is that you gone crazy waiting and hoping you're in a relationship. You unlocked your cellphone keypad, pressing in your phone book and browse through all those names you been saving for 120 years ago. Looking at every names makes you think of every personality and every last memory that you had gone through with them. You text them or make a call. Never a response from them or maybe just 1 or 2 text message reply from these people. Lonely person end up not being alert or aware that people will look for them even if their old buddies were just looking for them for a cup of coffee or tea.

Look at your surrounding. People who are in a relationships seems to be more alert in their telecommunications sets such as their cellphone or even their msn, etc. People who are loner seems not to be alert with their cellphone set.

One important point that you must remember is that a lonely person doesn't mean you're single. A single person doesn't mean you're a lonely person. A single person could be a fucking playboy. A lonely person could be one really pathetic person.

Every human has their weakness. Most common of all is not being able to fulfill themselves the satisfaction of life. I do believe you do complain or bitching a lot in your life whether I know, I don't know, we know, we don't know or only you know it yourself. Examples here would be, human tend to complain with unnecessary stuff. A person who are in a relationships tend to complain their partner being too busybody or maybe being too annoying. When their partner starts to stray away, human tend to emo-faking the facts that their partner straying away. Who the hell wants that. If you want it, you gotta start to accept the facts that coming your away.

When you're lonely, do you complains or bitching around saying you don't have a person to be with? DO YOU!? If you say no, that would be bullshit. Even if you don't speak it out by your mouth, you might even speak it out from your mind. You see, our mindset has to be strong in what you do. Don't be a pessimist. Be an optimist. You gotta understand what you wanted to do later in your life. You only had 2 chance of to speak the words of your heart. Your brain would be the first organ on earth knows what you feel and speak it out for you in your heart without your lips babbling it out yet. That's the first chance you had. If you're rational enough with your mindset, the first chance is always forgiven by everyone even me and you who are reading this. If you're not rational enough, if your mouth starts to speak out the words of your mind. You gotta be careful of what you just said.

Understand the meaning of the above passage. The point is, do what you said. Don't believe it would totally change what's coming forward for you. Accept the fact of what's coming for you. A person might slap you. Some might even praise you like a Buddha.

Back to the topic. According to my fellow reader's comment on my previous post, yes, I totally grateful for ya all comment on that. I accept all the comment. This is my opinion whether you like it or not. Okay, being single is totally great. Being lonely is totally sad. Being in relationship is about commitment and makes you more mature. You could be a total retard in a relationship until the end of a relationship and it makes you more mature or more understanding of what or who you are. What you experience makes you becoming more aware of what's happening in your life. You gotta understand that you shouldn't forget that you still had your friends and family. Okay. Friends and family are considered as in relationship with you indirectly. We don't speak of in a relationship with your current friends or family cause it might sounds like an incest or so gay or whatever the word it is.

HARDWORKING. Learn that word. Understand it well. Browse every of your home dictionary on that word. Read it few times. You gotta stop being a loner. You gotta learn to be a single not a loner. A loner doesn't have a life to be. A single has a great life to enjoy with.

Okay, if you're thinking that why an assassin is always related as a loner. That's different. You gotta understand that doing a crime harms your life. Why would they rather be a loner to work hard earning money to get some food on the table? Even the chinese do say 'xian ku hou tian'. If you want to get big bucks, you got to go through the hard way. What's pity of it is that their job has to be a loner. Even assassins have a heart to protect their friends, partner and family. They doesn't want anything bad to happen to them. Hope you get what I mean. Even Bill Gates works hard like a cow feeding us with milk. That's a different story.

I'm totally lonesome for now, i guess. and I'm sorry if I offended you readers for reading such a a long text. I'm trying my best to cut down the numbers of words. And sorry if I misunderstand you for the previous post which says a simple single lonely person for this post which I trying to elaborate it in a way that the meaning of the word lonely is different from being single.

Thanks for reading. Please comment.


ADIOS!

dentist

Anyone love dentist?

Oya Polyclinic

I went to consult a dentist for one of my tooth. It seems to be having some troubles. I don't know why, I just totally feels like there's a hole inside one of my front tooth.

Went to the polyclinic and register myself. Paid RM1 ONLY. I was happy that I was on the next person on the list. I'm holding the number 1099 and the screen was showing 1098. But fuck yeah, I waited for 45 minutes until my turn. I thought that the LCD might be spoiled already. Shit @.@ I wondered what happened to the person's teeth before me lol

Alright, I sit down.

dentist: Apa masalah kamu?
me: Macam ada lubang kat gigi saya?
dentist: Di mana?
me: Kat sini? Belakang ni. Ada?
dentist: Tak nampak la, gigi kamu terlalu kotor, macam terlalu lama tidak cuci.

*wtf* I was thinking of the food I ate I earlier omg. lol

me: jadi?
dentist: Macam ni, saya buat kamu satu appointment utk kamu datang cuci dulu okay? Lepas cuci baru boleh nampak mana lubang kamu tu. Sekarang saya tengok gigi kamu ni nampak sihat saja la.
me: bah, okay la.

They put me on 15 january 2010 for my appointment, I was kinda shocked why that long queue. I'm off to Sabah again by that time. Remake an appointment on 12 Feb 2010. Alright, fine. Since it's cheap, and I don't have that much money. I guess I gotta wait :(

For those Sabahan reader who are reading this, don't misunderstand about the why the polyclinic only charge RM1. In Sarawak, polyclinics are all under goverment management. So, that's why it is so cheap.

lonely

whats good and whats bad being a simple single lonely person?

comment please and i'll response with a new post.

priestess of the moon in singapore zoo

To all the Dota Player, Priestess of the Moon caught at the Singapore Zoo. lol

Photo credit to my friend, Ngian Yee How.

LP at Milton Keynes 2008

Anyone still remember LP!?

Check out their concert in Milton Keynes 2008 in youtube. fucking brutal rock.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ns_lLD2PKUY

this one is the song 'From the Inside"

Happy watching

hello sibu

hello to sibu.

hello to my mum and dad.

hello to my grandma and grandpa.

hello to both of my sister.

hello to my friends.

hello to the new dogs in the house.

hello my room.

hello all.

I'm back again. Have you been missing me? Please say you do.

woooh. There's good thing and bad thing when I back here.

Good thing
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Let's go from the top of the list
1. I can online again. aduh* I really looking forward to this alot.
2. I can drive again.
3. I can save my money again.
4. I can eat breakfast again.
5. I can have hot shower again.
6. I can hang out around v6 again.
7. I can hang out with my buddies again.
8. I can have more privacy in my room again.
9. I can sleep with air con again
10. I don't have to do that much laundry again :)

Bad thing
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Let's go from the top of the list
1. I miss KK night life.
2. I can't go out till too late.
3. My parents gonna give me very early morning wake again =.=
4. I can't go out for too long.
5. I need to answer my mum's question each time I'm back.
6. I need to help fill the car's petrol.
7. I need to help my sister to wash her car.
8. No more club.
9. I can't go to the school's lab doing my research.
10. I can't seek help from the genius in one of the KK electronic store.

I can't think of anymore else. Any question or suggestion, please comment (=

Thank you

pervert in my blog

http://tonydowster.blogspot.com/2009/11/night-stalker.html

wow. some japanese writing jap comment to me in my night stalker post.

@.@

i dare you click in their profile. super sexy people

bribery

Does anyone support bribery?

I was driving bike heading to buy my project materials earlier afternoon at Kelombong area just now. I had no license.

I was turning left into a junction then I was suprised there were around 6 to 7 police officers. I try to be cool and drive the bike to the right side of a lorry trying get myself cover. and hell, the police eventually run out to the road and keep pointing me to stop down.

So I purposely drive far abit from their location to have a better negotiation with the police.

police: kenapa henti jauh-jauh sini?
me: tak adalah, saya hanya mau slow slow masuk pergi tepi jalan bah.
police: tengok lesen kamu.

after few minutes,
police: kamu orang sarawak ka?
me: ya kenapa?

and the personal conversation goes on and on.
police: ahhh, kamu tak ada lesen B2 ah. kamu tahu saya boleh saman kamu rm300 - rm400 ka?
me: oh, ya kah.
police: jadi macam mana?
me: janganlah, bang. mahal tu. tolong la sikit.

police: kamu ni student?
me: ya, study kat ums. tak ada banyak duit mahu bayar saman ni.
police: apa kamu buat kat sini pandu dgn tak ada lesen?
me: hanya limpas sini mau pergi barang saja bah. Tolong la, bang? ada lain cara?

police: boleh, kamu mau saya tolong? okay bah, macam ini, saya sekarang tidak mau saman kamu tak ada lesen tapi saya saman cermin motosikal kamu yg pendek tu.
me: bah, motosikal ini sewa punya. bukan saya punya.
police: eh, saya tidak kisah tu. RM50 saja tu.
me: eh, mahal la bang. Macam mana kalau kurang sikit. Ada cara lain bah.
police: tak adalah, ini cara paling senang kalau kau mau saya tolong kau. okay ah? jangan takut. Sikit saja ni.

the officer write my name word by word. T....O....N.....Y.....

police: okay ah? saya tulis sudah ya?

fuck u. he wrote it so slowly as if trying to challenge me to speak it out.

me: ok ok, macam ini, macam mana kalau saya belanja u. Bang tolong saya, saya pun tolong. bang, okay?
police: macam mana kamu boleh tolong saya? saya sudah start tulis sikit nama kamu dah ni.
me: kita macam ni lah, kita kurangkan harga tu.
police: macam mana boleh tu.
me: mungkin saya boleh belanja kamu makan around RM20?
police: bah, okay, saya tak boleh terima tu. Kamu faham lah. saya memang tidak boleh terima tu.
me: kenapa? saya betul-betul boleh bagi ni kalau kau mau. bagus dari saya bayar boss kau saman tu.

police: bukan saya tak mau, cuma kamu tengok belakang dan tepi kau. banyak orang ni. faham-faham la
me: saya faham la, tapi saya confirm ada cara lain bagi kau bah tu.

the officer hesitate.

police: bah, tak apalah, macam ni lah, kamu simpan ja duit kamu tu. belanja kamu sendiri makan ya. kamu jalanlah saja. jangan lagi bagi saya nampak kamu di sini ya
me: bah, okay lah, bang, thank you.

lol. omg, these people.

by the way, I was lucky to get away. hahaha

caught runaway

I don't know why I'm so lucky to find my short friend, Hahn Wei, running away from Sarawak in Sabah. WTF! He still driving a white car with the same plate number but different division.

SAA 5161 U

Thought no one knew you would come here? I believed he had become really retard. Look at the pipe beside the plate. Found him in 1borneo, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah.

omg lol

happy birthday to ken

WONG KEN KEONG

It was Ken's birthday today. Went to Fruit Monster, Lintas for dinner yesterday night. Took some shots.

the birthday's participants:

Hiew

Kin Vun (ah bung)

lam gor dai lou

Siew Ling

Wee Siang

Jia Yang

Katty

Birthday Boy eating larg'sana?

my phone :D

Ken

Before

After

Happy birthday, my friend

mobster in college e

I saw this article written by one of my friend. It makes me feel so true when I was reading it. I just copy and paste it here by the way.


Here it goes:

Raja memerintah dengan kuasa naungan,
Segalanya berlandaskan akal dan minda,
Kami bukannya "maha-banduan",
Kebajikan kamilah keutamaan anda.

Pantun di atas ingin saya tujukan kepada pihak Hal Ehwal Pelajar Kolej Kediaman E, UMS. Maafkan saya kalau terdapat sebarang kesilapan dalam pengunaan struktur ayat atau tatabahasa. Namun tujuan pantun ini tulis adalah ingin mengingatkan anda semula tentang tanggungjawab anda terhadap pelajar-pelajar yang menghuni di Kolej Kediaman E.

Pada minggu lalu, saya dikhabarkan dengan satu pengumuman yang menyatakan semua penghuni di kolej kediaman E dikehendaki mengosongkan bilik masing-masing semasa cuti semester ini. Mengikut pengetahuan saya, perkara ini adalah susulan hasrat pihak HEP yang ingin menyediakan tempat tinggal bagi peserta-peserta bagi satu acara sukan yang bakal diadakan pada cuti semester ini. Yuran RM5.00 sehari juga akan dikenakan sekirannya pelajar ingin terus menggunakan bilik kediaman.

Mengikut tradisi, pengosongan bilik hanya akan dilakuan pada setiap pengakhiran sesi pembelajaran iaitu setahun sekali. Ini adalah kerana setiap pemohonan untuk mendiami di kolej kediaman adalah untuk tempoh satu sesi pembelajaran. Ya, saya faham bahawa terdapat acara yang akan berlangsung dan tempat tinggal harus disediakan untuk tetamu-tetamu, tetapi jumlah itu hanyalah minoriti. Berdasarkan kapasiti yang sedia ada, perlukah seluruh kolej kediaman dikosongkan? Mungkin setiap rumah hanya satu bilik yang perlu dikosongkan dan tidak semua penghuni akan terjejas. Penghuni yang terjejas juga boleh menumpangkan benda kepunyaan mereka di bilik sebelah. Pihak HEP banyak kerja sangatkah sampai tidak boleh membuat perancangan ini? Orang luar diberi keutamaan dan penghuni-penghuni jagaan anda diabaikan. Bak kata pepatah "Anak di pangku dilepaskan, anak beruk di hutan disusukan". Tolonglah, sedar sedikit tentang kebajikan siapakah yang harus anda utamakan. Setiap tahun diadakan pengundian dan pemilihan JAKMAS tetapi kebajikan diabaikan.

Peraturan dan etika di kolej kediaman juga merupakan salah satu isu di sini. Penghuni-penghuni di kolej kediamaan sering diberi amaran(sampai ada yang dirampas kad matrik) untuk tidak berseluar pendek di kawasan kolej kediaman. Kalau pendek sangat itu saya fahamlah bahawa itu dah keterlaluan. Tapi yang menghairankan seluar pendek yang melepasi paras lutut juga dilarang. Saya sangat betul nak tanya ini kepada pihak HEP, sangat tak senonohkah kalau seseorang itu memakai seluar pendek yang melepasi paras lutut? Itu juga anda kira seksi? Mana lebih tak senonoh, berseluar panjang yang ketat sampai nampak bentuk kaki atau seluar pendek yang melepasi paras lutut yang longgar?

Kalau seseorang itu pakai seluar pendek pergi ke kafe atau pejabat HEP bolehlah diterima kalau dia diberi amaran. Tetapi yang nak keluar ke bandar atau tempat lain yang memakai seluar pendek juga ditahan pihak HEP. Siapakah anda untuk menghalang hak pemakaian orang? Ini merupakan cerita benar dimana pernah sekali kawan saya yang baru balik daripada bandar berseluar pendek menunggang motorsikal disoal pihak HEP. Seluar pendek yang saya maksudkan adalah yang melepasi pihak lutut. Kawan saya menjelaskan bahawa dia balik dari bandar tetapi dia terus diberi amaran. Tidak munasabah langsung.

Mengapa isu pakaian ini saja yang dipandang serius? Bagaimana pula dengan isu seperti merokok di kolej kediaman dan isu kebersihan kafe makanan? Jangan anda kata anda tidak tahu. Selaku pelajar, saya seolah-olah tengah diberitahu bahawa merokok di kolej kediaman bukanlah isu besar. Di luar sana, kerajaan bertungkus-lumus menghapuskan amalan merokok, tetapi di dalam sebuah universiti kerajaan isu ini hanyalah isu remeh. Tunggak pendidikan negara kononnya.

Kad matrik merupakan satu-satunya identiti pengenalan kami di dalam universiti. Kad matrik boleh diumpamakan seperti kad pengenalan bagi seorang rakyat di sesebuah negara. Kalaulah Polis Diraja Malaysia hanya boleh sekadar memeriksa dan menyalin maklumat kad pengenalan kami dan tidak berhak merampas kad pengenalan kami tanpa arahan makhamah, apakah hak pihak HEP untuk merampas kad matrik pelajar?

Akhir kata, bukanlah untuk mencabar atau menjatuhkan sebarang pihak tetapi ini merupakan suara pendapat saya. Kalau benarlah hanya menjalankan tanggungjawab, pastikan di manakah keutamaannya. Sila pastikan peraturan dipatuhi anda dahulu sebelum memastikan orang lain mematuhi peraturan. Penghormatan hanya dapat dikecapi melalui teladan yang baik dan bukannya penindasan atau membuli. Bak kata pepatah " Raja adil raja disembah, raja tak adil raja disanggah"

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Okay, that's what he wrote and there's an impact after what he wrote. I remembered there's one night when everyone was trying to argue with the management about the responsibility and their actions towards us. That particular night, I was in my room, and they were having some small debate at down at the arena about us, must pay RM5 per day if we're going to stay in college E and we have to clear our room and move out to other places in coming holiday. I didn't really care much about it anyway cause if they would ask me to pay, I wouldn't pay it as well. It was stated clearly we should be staying in this college subsidised by the government.

That night, these mobsters were trying to get our student's right for what happen. Refer the picture below. These are the student representatives from College E. We called them the JAKMAS.

The Officer from the Student Affair together with some Management Staff did a little visit to our College E room, and I was lucky that they pick my room lol *wtf* I thought who the hell so impolite coming in the room without even knocking the room. After few arguments, the problems was settled @@. It's funny that everyone started to stand to scream and booing these officers at the balcony. Guys became rampage and were like animals and beast shouting like a convicts in a jail. lol wtf

Let me tell you something as well, I couldn't actually trust in these dirty mobster JAKMAS. Say, for examples, TVs and cooking were prohibited in our room. Smoking were illegal in our College. and guess what, these mobster, had TV and cooking materials in their room and even their house. *wtf* Smoking is one main part of breaking the law. I remembered 2 years back in our college. The JAKMAS were the main cigarrettes supplier in our college back then, since it's so troublesome to go out to get some cigarrettes into the college.

and yes, the current president, Romy. These fella ignored me last time when I called him when I was having an emergency case. I broke my wrist. I was so fucking pain back then. Do you how hard is it that few nights that I been through with my broken wrist only. I needed some help. I called this guy telling all my story, he said I'm busy and hang up my phone. I call for the 2nd time, he said "Sorry Sorry, saya busy" then hang up. Call up 3rd time, he hanged up my phone. What the hell is wrong with this people. I just need to get a ride to the hospital and admit myself to ward and before that, the Student Affairs Council was supposed to provide us help in terms of financial and transportation and other else. I was advised not to admit myself to ward for surgery first because I haven't get my letter of agreement for financial and insurance from the Council. But the Council were calling me telling I can go first without waiting them.

I had some friends friend's cases, which they eventually did that, and students affair's officer actually didn't compensate for what happen. No insurance. No finance. Student paying their medical fee with their own money. It's few thousands. Not cents.

Speaking of which, I agree with some of the parts stated by my friend talking about wearing short pants. The part which he mentioned, his friend getting caught for wearing short pants when he was just back from town and was parking his motorcycle at the parking site, he was eventually one of my friend too, ah Bing. LOL. Pity him, he was caught fucking few times already. I don't know why they like him so much.

It's so funny though. The other day, I was with some of my friend going to town, we wore short pants and we was caught. This FELO drive his motorbike toward us and highlighted us. What a fucking impolite way to talk to a person.

FELO: Kenapa pakai seluar pendek? Siapa cakap boleh pakai seluar pendek?

US: Kami mahu keluar pergi KK ini. Dan mereka ni ada yang tinggal di luar. Bukan penghuni sini.

FELO: Tinggal di luar maksudnya boleh pakai seluar pendek ka?

I was like, WTF is wrong with you. I ignored him and walked away and he stared us all the way until the end of the road. Is he sick or what? It's so pissed to hear what he just said. Pissed and pissed again.

Laws and Rules are mend to be broken. Some FELO act like they didn't see anything when someone was smoking in the college. But wtf is wrong SOME of the FELO which actually approach one of my friend and caught him red-handed smoking and he was kicked off from the college.

If you would want to enforce the law, you gotta do it right. You gotta do it like a professional and not like a corrupted people. If you would want to set a law, SET IT WITH UR FUCKING RATIONAL AND LOGIC MIND. Not a nonsense like wearing short pants is illegal. Probably you should set a limit for the length of the pants.

That's all for now. I'll post it in a new post again next time when I thought about it some more. It's a long post already. You probably wouldn't want to continue to read it more.

Thanks for reading.

exam halls

I had nothing much to do, just finished my finale. Let me show you one of my favourite exam halls.

omg, I just loved this hall. It's the CANCELLER HALL. trademark by my friend CK.


You can cheat, you can peek, you can feel the comfort, you can feel the silence, you can check out the chicks, even the toilet were so comfy XD

the small examination room in my school. not my favourite.

the outside view. These chairs are the extra chair they remove from the classroom.

trusting instinct

Do you trust your own basic instinct?

Do you believe what's that coming to you from what you feel from your instinct?

What does it feels like when you had the worst instinct?

Would you probably hate to face it or are you always going to be ready for it?

fuck it, when the basic instinct were the bad things that gonna happen in your life and the worst thing of all is that it happens right in front of you.

Montana's definition states that instinct is a sort of real-time dream and if it comes true, you could name it as real-time deja-vu.

Good instinct comes when don't expect it to be. Say, you feel that you're lucky to win a lottery. It does proves to you that you should convinced yourself to had such confident that you're going to win this lottery. You did what was told by your mind, but if you're expecting yourself to win the lottery, fate punishes you. You're doomed, and if you're not expecting it to happen. It's going to happen. Maybe the instincts were as if some spiritual ghost around you tending to make you trust them. Does that ever mean anything to you?

Let's concentrate more on the bad side of life.

Worst case senario. Assume that you had a boyfriend or a girlfriend or a husband or maybe a wife. Say, you had some problems on your emotion that you felt something is not right. You trusted that person for life. But what the fuck happened is that, you were being stabbed, cheated, betrayed. Would you care that your love one were cheating and betraying you? Or would you try not to care what you feel and think and trying not to comprehend what is it about? You probably know what's going to happen but you act like a smart-ass sitting there acting like a preventer.

If you're thinking of not to prevent what's going on with your trust, you start to investigate like a young detective conan. Why do people still believe themselves trying to prevent since it hurts you both way. It's a not a good point when you're doubting your loved one. Should we not being caring enough for them? or Should we?

Would you just stand there thinking what should I do with this thing in my brain and emotion? fuck it cause it's troubling me to doubt you. I don't want it to happen this way.

You should probably know it better than I do.

From my point of view, was this some kind of a hints given by some spiritual stuff around me or you? Did he/her really did those things or was yourself being paranoid? You couldn't ask for more from that person. You had it enough. Recommend yourself some sleeping pills.

arrival of wee siang

It's the end of the finale and also the arrival day of Wee Siang, Siew Ling's boyfriend. I didn't manage to take the photo of them. Went to 1borneo, to buy gift for the prize exchange later at night.

just A random shot at the McD

very interesting caterpillar. lol

ah.

finale exam week.

4 more days until my last paper.

may the angels stay with me.

god bless everyone too.

steaks and chops

Steaks and Chops from somewhere at Lido Square Area. It's all huge pieces.

Fish & Chips

Chicken Chop

Pork Chop

Lamb Chop

It all cost around more than RM10++. Extra mayonnaise cost you another 50 cents.

I don't recommend Chicken Chop. Very very oily and fats.

choy hoong's birthday

It's Choy Hoong's 22nd birthday. Went to Lintas for Tom Yam Fish Mee Soup. *wtf* RM10 each.

Went to Karamunsing KKBox in the afternoon for singing again. Afternoon price were still RM8++ which includes 1 soft drink each for students during weekdays.

Checked out these shots.

choy hoong, alek, ken

katty, siew ling, lih jiun, ying ying

lam gor dai lou and kin vun

love cake

what is jia yang doing with his tongue? who's the vietnamese?

who got the rabies?

this is lih jiun when she's really retard

VIETNAMESE GIRLS

random try-out shots during blackout

people with boobies

people with penis

One last shot

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHOY HOONG!

Regard,

Tony Montana

Later in the evening, went to Lido for the Huge Chop. It's really big no doubt. I'll post the photos in my future post.

ladder shoe

muhfuck. My ladder shoe never came back to my room. fuck those few indians in my neighbour. fucking bastard, as if no money to buy your own ladder shoe. I'm not being racist by saying the words Indians ONLY here but you are the giving yourself a trouble.

Why would I say like that? Cause I lost my spoons today. Okay, spoons, no big deal yet. My cheapfuck RM3.99 slippers, you're stealing also wtf. I couldn't leave the room without slippers even poop and pee when I'm not wearing shoes. Lucky, thanks to some of you to help me get it back.

I can be nice with you but don't ever try to steal from me. That's one of the most offensive things to do towards me.

What's with all the noise every day and night? My frens who live 20 meters away can even hear you, you sickfuck. Can't you have a little bit more manner?

LO MEE

I don't know what to post today. I'm kinda stress out already. I wished I had more time to sleep. Okay, let me show you something. Something from Sabah.

LO MEE

This big LO mee cost me RM5.00++ for one bowl. I took this photo when I was eating dinner with my friends at Tong Sheng Coffee Shop in Kingfisher. Contains fish fillet XD. Tasted little sour and I think there's too much MSG (Aji-No-Motto) inside. My tongue became numb after I finished it. It'll cost my hair *wtf*

Sorry, my photo taking skills never been good enough.

first day of semester 5 finale

Finally, I had a proper final examination. It's been one full year that I never sit my examination with all my fellow mates. Done with Laser today.

Semiconductors and Data Communication this coming Thursday. Wish me luck.

I had a story about what happened today actually. Em. I went to buy my flight ticket back to Sibu through online. N guess what the fuck just happened. I bought 3 January 2010 for my return flight from Sibu to KK but the system came out to be 12 Dec 2009 and I'm not joking, man. WTF!?!?!?

I rushed to the MAS ticketing office at the airport. Shit, I had to pay for penalty for RM65 if I was going to change my flight date. Their only solution is to ask me to write a letter and complain to the online booking for the correction. Duh, these people wouldn't really give a fuck by the way. They would think I'm a fraud. I just hate the way they looking at me as if I'm a fraud. Damn you. That's okay. I know I'm really poor. If I would have a 10 millions with me now, it's not like I don't have the money to pay for the penalty but it's not worth for me to pay for your fucking mistake.

I'll just let you think I'm a fraud and I think, I should think you're not efficient enough to correct these mistakes and as if you could repeat this again and again and telling your customers to pay the penalty? Are you earning some retarded person's money? Honestly, I would rather spent this money bribing your CEO to fired all of you. Come on, I need to eat and stay alive as well.


So, what about now? penalty or wait for correction response? I doubt they will response to my complain.

Sad. Wasting my time rushing to the airport earlier. Hurts my ass all the way thru.

newspaper flaming local crime and internet

Yo, I got this article from last week Friday's newspaper. I took out some of the main point from it. Read it.

RAMPANT CRIME, poor infrastructure particularly WEAK INTERNET CONNECTION. Indonesia and Vietnam are the new business target? *WTF*

Wawasan 2020 evolves into 1Malaysia? Who's talking now?

Does Malaysia really have that big potential to have so many crimes happening around?

It's nice to see somebody from the media firm flaming and commenting about the crimes and poor infrastructure in our country, Malaysia. They had no excuse now cause someone from foreign countries are complaining and it's not were complaining. You see, understand the are complaining and were complaining. Meaning they're still complaining and it's not the past. We don't look the past, we look what's in the present. Hope this does work for a better future.

GOD BLESS MALAYSIA!

fate and luck punish words

What do you believe in fate?

What do you actually understand about luck?

Does it ever comes good or bad to you and your life?

Some people believe that their fate can be in the way of meeting their love one somewhere around in their books of life. Some do believe their fate are being judge by the way they lives and the way they acted in their daily life. Some do believe their fate are depends on their luck. How could you possibly relate fate and luck in your life?

Well, as for luck, some people believe that it was their luck when they hit a jackpot in the lottery or lotto. Some people do believe that it was their luck to get fucking good scores in some of their unexpected particular examination.

I believed you heard of success came from 99% efforts and 1% luck. I agree with that but I would like to propose that success came from 90% efforts, 9% fate and 1% luck. You had to remembered that some people were born rich, some people were born poor and some people were born with disabilities and weak. Everything do has their different way of putting efforts and there's a lot of efforts to be done for the weak ones.

Do you hope for a luck or do you hope for a good fate in your life?

Due to some human-mental conditions, homosapiens doesn't actually understand and notice that words spoken out actually decides what's fate and luck you are going to have in the coming hours or days. Understand me this way, some things in our life happened to be real and true when you never expect it to happen. Some things in our life happened to be just a dream and lies when you expect it to happen.

Okay. When you're hoping that you want to have a girlfriend or boyfriend of that particular person. You were telling yourself again and again, that you really loved this person. While the other party of yours had so much intention to love you back as well. But, both of you just can't to be together for the time being due to some reasons and you have to wait some times to get things fixed first before the relationship happens. Fate reads mind. Luck implement the same thing as well. Fate can punish you for the words you spoken out. In the end, you were supposed to be together but you're not. You're totally fucked up. You're pissed. You'll try to get numb and drunk. Try to understand why you don't have a good fate or luck. WHY and WHY again.

Take people surrounding you as an examples. Say, you're a student, student had finals examinations every semester. I don't know about you but do you actually notice that when you are particularly confident in some cases and papers that you'll aced it but it eventually turns to be a NO. AND, when you doubt and having no confidence in some papers but in the end, it turns to be what you unexpected it to be.

In some cases, when the people around you starts to tease you that you are in love and are mend to be with someone that are close to you. You pinpoint to deny the fact that you are in love. Yes, you are really not in love with the person who are close to you.

"Nay, we're both impossible to be together, we're just super-good friends," you said. "Oh yeah?", fate answered you in heaven above. Puff, you're together. You're in a relationship. Shit. This don't make sense I know.

Let's take another case. You were laughing and mocking your friend. You were humiliating them and embarrassing them. What the hell. You just couldn't stop telling what shit people do and shit not people do around you. Luck was supposed to be at your side. Luck grows everyday. Luck is like a empty 1500 gallons pail filled with tiny droplets from a pipe everyday until it's full. When it's filled, luck happens in your life. And when you spoil the way of your life, fate punish you by pouring the water of life from your lucky pail and it turns you up and down. Fate punish you and you'll have bad luck everyday and bad fate. You won't the one you wanted to meet. Simultaneous problems occur almost everyday. You became a new joke toy around your friends. You're not a hunk anymore. You're not a pretty chicks anymore.

You see, don't ever try to laugh at others as it will turns back to you in the end. Fate understands you more than you understand fate. Luck will always be around if you don't spoil both fate and luck's mood. They might have life and moods. They might have brains. I'm not trying to objecting GOD's believers. I'm a Christian as well. I do believe GOD exist. Fate and luck might be related to him as well. So don't fuck around with your words. You don't ever ever try to fool around people's back. I'm not trying to curse you but I'm telling this in a good manner. I'm advising you and telling you my philosophy.

Wise men stays mute. Wise men don't talk shit about others. Wise men don't kill. Listen to others first before you conclude them. Never make a conclusion before you understand more about people's life. And don't treat people as if they don't deserve to have a life they wanted.

Yet, I could not understand does this have to do with running and straying away from reality?



By the way, I'll figure it out sooner or later. Please do comment and flame on my thought first.

Thank you.

arrival of pun chong's girl

Our dear friend, Pun Chong's girlfriend arrived Kota Kinabalu from Kuala Lumpur last week. We brought this couples to KKBOX for singing. There were no more students' package. *wtf*

By the way, we took 10 pax package which we had RM400.20 includes tax and service charges which includes 10 pax Buffet Dinner, 5 jugs of soft drinks/beers and singing package from 6 pm to 1 am.

Here's some shot. I only take the best pictures (:

Siew Ling, Lih Jiun, Alek, Katty (mid bottom)

Alek and Ken

Ken with his tongue

Mike Shinoda, Siew Ling, Katty, Lih Jiun

Pun Chong and his girl, Wee Ling (sorry, if I spelled it wrongly)

I like this one. Siew Ling and Kin Vun. Try zoom in the handphone

Me and Hiew

Don't ask me. He's gay

Siew Ling, Lih Jiun, Katty

Orgasm

Katty Lih Jiun and Me

My friends who were in KK, there's no more student package in KKBox, so please, it's the right thing if you're hesitating to go for singing there.

After singing, we went to the gay house and played DOTA till 8 am in the morning. Went back our own place and I slept at 10:30 am *wtf*

ADIOS JOSE