haze

SOMEBODY CALL 911. SHAWTY FIRE BURNING ON THE DANCEFLOOR OHHHH..

FUCK. It's so hot these 2 days. News reported that the stupid Indons are burning forest again for land clearing and agricultural purposes.

Are they having nerve breakdown? Isn't there any other ways for you to clear the land?

INDONS NEED TO GET LAID.

survive for lessons

Without any notice, staying alive is one of the biggest task in our lifetime. Think about it. Either you wake up early morning, in the afternoon, late evening or even night for some lazy ass, it's just another new day for you to learn something in life.

All the 5 senses, even your dick or vagina are considered as one part of the skin senses, tolerate with you more or less to understand the world better. Better lessons in life contributes you in not becoming a jackass or bitchy.

Don't you feel fucked up when the people around you look down on you? They might not be pronouncing or expressing it out but you if you're not blind, you can actually understands it by the look of their eyes and what you gone through around them.

Don't you feel fucked up when you can't tolerate anymore when the others are better than you? It's the envy and being a perfectionist habit in your satanic heart.

Wouldn't you feel pissed when someone else is bitching about their life when they don't know that they are actually on the bright side of the world instead of the pity-sex and drugged-dying person?

Wouldn't you feel bloody pissed more when you gave yourself a pity-sex by your own best friend? Believe me that sex is not the most important things in life as it could never up to your pathetic needs. You would not even a little bit brighter with just sex.

Part of me are asking, would you not agree with what people is bitching and complaining about?



*The pros and cons of bitching and complaints starts to confused me for days*



Yes, I'm bitching out now as you can see. Billionaires like Bill Gates, Warren Buffet and Carlos Slim should invest some money for all the bisexual male and female bitches to actually understand what's life and what's not to bitch in reality. However, it's true that when there's someone talking shit and bitching to you about their life, you should actually shut your mouth up and eventually thanking them for making you understand and leveling you little bit more of your intelligence. Or maybe buy them a cup of Mulycious Goombah Cappuccino to make them talk more. Don't even try to trust or over-listen to what people bitch about but open your eyes wide and understand the nature and rational of life. Who the fuck do you blame when you're listening to a story about a villain from that person? Every story has 2 side. You don't even neither know who's right or who's wrong?

Backstabbing could never be nice if the person does not knows you're backstabbing but backstabbing could be nice if the particular person knows what the fuck you're talking or bitching about. It's just the matter of fact that you have to accept the reality and backstabbing is all about telling the truth of what people might think of you. Backstabbing can be worth it when it is real but it's not worth it when it is being fully edited, concluded and formatted with lies. I impractically like people commenting things to me honestly about the good and the bad side of me. Understanding yourself and be more confident about what to do and not to do in your present life and not to forget about your future can be a lot grateful than lying on the floor in despair.

Everything that you see and gone through just comes in handy when you pile up together with and mix it around. Apply it daily. One thing I believed which everyone might agree to is that human can be forgetful with their lessons in life. You promised not to commit yourself in guilt anymore but you 99% forget what you promised few days later. Hot chicks or hunks appeared naked in front of you. It would be a total lie that you would not get aroused and get to the sex fantasy of yours. No offense to the samis or strong religious believers. It's your hormone for god sake. According to my Muslims friend, you can be considered committing adultery when your having sex fantasy *wtf* Well, I don't know about the others but for my opinion it's just something that happen regularly in the male's mind. Even nerd watched pornos and jacked themselves to sleep. No offense, aye mate. Only God knows why.

Bitching and reasoning to your own pathetic stories do not makes you a better person but it does requesting someone to cover your ass up. I might not being understanding towards you but you can actually judge me bitching here in my blog too.

You grab your own dick jacking to some pornos provides you lessons too. You grab a dildo and inserting it into a vagina is considered another lessons to. Why do I relate this to your private pubert? I'm not insulting you either but to make you understand every little things in this world provides you general knowledge and even some fucking common sense.

You could have agree more that you might not have general knowledge but common sense is compulsory. You are a retard that I could slap your head but not the face twice and fingerfucking you if you don't even have a common sense about things that should or should not be done.

Broaden your senses. Open your eyes wide to stay survive and look for more knowledge and lessons. Mistakes gave you the biggest lessons of all time. Cheats and lies. It's not what we're looking for. Stop cheating and lying. Honesty brings you trouble when it was all about the bad stuff. You could have just STFU** for the rest of your life. A wise man don't talk.

If you are just looking forward to stay alive, I have to elaborate more to you about this shit. I'm gonna post it in my future post. I'm quite busy so wtf***

voyeur

A fucking gay friend of mine, Simon Wong took this. It was on 16th July 2009.


I found this in Simon's N95. I looked so retard. Beside me was Johnny. Johnny, I know you what you did last holiday you fucking satan.

giant yankee burger

Anyone ever try this 6-inch burger before? You can only find this in New York, 1Borneo, Kota Kinabalu. I mean the food outlet's name is New York. Not the New York City in USA. Okay, it cost around RM42.00++ each.

It's so fycking huge

Compare it to the fork and knife.

At the same time, there was this Saranghaeyo Korean Festival happening there. The Koreans were battling dance with the locals. The crowd was paying more attention to the Koreans than the locals. The locals were doing not bad too but I don't really get it, why are not anyone there who supports your own local people? *cheers*

The Korean won the battle eventually. Maybe it's just because they can spin more chopper round than the locals? I don't know or maybe they just look good to the locals cause one thing I understand about the local Malaysians, they are actually putting Korean as their top listed idol. Practically obsessed with Korean. Why don't you guys just go migrate to Korea, aye? *wtf*

It's not the looks that you judge by, but the talent you stupid goombah. The reality seems to be judging on looks and images.

Here's some shots.

They were posing for the crowds to take photos. This one was after the battle.

Korean guy popping

Yep, Korean break dancing

There was this lady, a LG promoter, standing beside me. She was standing there taking videos of the Korean dancing. I was reluctantly stunned by her. Guess what, I'm gonna sing You're Beautiful by James Blunt. But fuck, I got no balls.

day out with simon wong

Who could possibly be a Simon Wong's follower? Who could possibly trust what he's doing or even trying to do, and the most important of all is who could possibly listen and trust what he's talking about?

My gay friend took this photo while we were playing KNOCK-THE-BALLS. I scored 867 and 873. My gay friend explained over and over again that he could do better than me. but fuck you Simon, aye, stop explaining. You're never being reasonable and logic with all your explanation. What's the big deal if you lose, TWICE?

Went to Metro at night with Simon and World People. Simon, don't act pro please *lol* You scared us when you talk and acted like a pro.

late update

No updates lately due to online account expiry. I felt so dumbfuck cause I'm so tired for few days already. Been pouring out saliva while sleeping. This holiday is making me so much comfortable that I stayed up until late night doing my project, porns, movies, and some DOTA. It's so quiet and the weather is doing very well. Cozy.

Yet, I'm still so fycking tired.

moods of the rain

What do you feel like when your place, your living place, which supposedly can housed up to 3000 human beings are gone and you were the shit ONLY left alone there. You were so lonely. All you have to communicate and socialize yourself with the outside world is your own cellphone. You common best friend by every hour is your own personal computer.

You are sitting in the room at night while it is raining lightly outside. Listening to some fucking emo song with a soft volume. Thinking of what you should do next. For guys, first thing comes to your corrupted brain might be watching some light porn and get yourself stiff for a masturbation later on or maybe you just want to have a stiff for fun.

It's so fcking sad when there's no one to talk to and when you look outside of your window, it's so fucking sad and heartbreaking again when there's no sign of human being.

Would you care to use your cellphone to call someone?

Would you care to wait your cellphone to ring?

Wonder if you have a 2-months unpaid bill and your cellphone was barred and you run out of credit to actually pay up your bill which can save yourself from being lonely. Or would you rather die starving in your own room just because you wanted to connect yourself to the outside world.

You open up your wallet, you only left 3 RM10 notes. You head to the ATM machine, insert your ATM card, key-in your password, accessing your account and dick into the balance. You only left RM2.87. *wtf*

You owned a guitar in your room. Your only entertainment is playing the guitar and your own personal computer. Yet, you just stupidly suck at it. Yet again, your computer were processing everything slowly and fucking lag in everything that you click in. You would start to feel frustration, desperation, imaginary and paranoia. Waiting someone to save your ass from your prison. You start to do things with no pride. You can't even online to connect yourself with others. You tried to entertain yourself. Getting naked in the room, hoping on the skipping rope just to see your weiyner or boobies flip-flap-flopping up and down trying to make yourself look as stupid as possible, JUST BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO SMILE AGAIN.

While you were trying to leave your room heading to the toilet, you don't even feel safe, thinking that someone might stalks you and peep on you. Your mind were thinking, It's okay! BUT, did you just shake when you're peeing and pooping? Your head doubt the silence in the toilet. You become paranoid when you heard someone wearing flip-flop walks by. You look up your toilet and you sees, OMG, some fucking gay or guy was peeping you taking a shower but luckily, you were resting your ass in peace dropping some poops. You tried to chase and beat the person down, covering your boobies, vagina, dick with the towel before you start to chase him/her down.

While you were lying on the bed, thinking of going to bed earlier, you just can't stop thinking about life. It felt so good when you start thinking about the reality. Wondering every minutes of your lifetime. Comparing your life with the best and worst people. Comparing every status in life. You became wiser but you just can't do anything about it. You became a freak.

Knowing yourself smoking was hazardous to your health. You took out a pack of Marlboro and took out a stick to light up on your lips. You felt totally good about it but you don't understand at all how does it harm your health when there is just such a fucking good gold in this world. You just don't realized or, MAYBE just don't even care anymore that you're feeding some cancer baby cells in your body. Puffing some smokes while listening to the rain drops hitting the roof. However, when you're up to your last stick, you wanted to save the last one for the best but your cigarette were begging you to puff her off. You just can't help yourself and when it's all done, you became insomnia every night thinking, the 3 fucking letters WHY!?

Laying some old movie track on your DVD-ROM, watching black and white old movies every night to make yourself falling asleep. Or you might just ejaculate 3-5 times per day to make yourself exhausted to fall into sleep. Wake up in the next morning. Doing the same routine over and over again. The weather starts to rain and rain again. Everyday, every hour, minutes, second, thinking to leave the place but you just can't. The time still far away.

When you only left the last treasure of your life in your pocket, you'll start appreciating every little things in your life. Even a small dots of a white rice. Even a small amount of sperm in your plain testicles knowing that you'll need nutrition to give birth to them after you squirt. You're so hungry. Dry up in your room. Lying on the floor like a desperate soldier private RYAN hoping Tom Hanks and medic will come save you.

But still, you have to stay alive. Your family is waiting for you back in your home. When the times come to leave, you pack yourself up quickly and leave the room and kiss your room goodbye. Taking everything and going back home. Every wait to see your family makes you impatient and suicidal. You wanted to plug some earphone in your cellphone to listen to mp3 but you don't own an earphone. You desperate to talk to someone. Even a stranger could satisfy your needs. You look around for chicks, they walked and turned away every time you look at them. When there's someone really wanted to talk to you, your emotion broke down.

Holding on again to meet up with your family. When you meet your family, it totally feels good and it's just like someone brings back a Robinson Crusoe. It all so felt so bad again when you're seeing your family getting emo due to some retarded life and reality issue.

Critical moments happen in life. When you tried to tell your empty lonely life story to everyone, no one actually give a fuck about it. Whatever an extremist, loyalist, terrorist, republicans, democRACIST, monarchist, dictatoRACIST just don't give a fuck about you. Your people's champ also don't give a fuck about you. In the end, it all were as if does not fucking matter at all. People only cares about you when you had the FAME. Who do the fuck cares about all the pathetic people in this world. Your grandson might pity listen to your sad life story and they'll forge when it's another tomorrow. Days are never reversing and reminding you what's the pros and cons in life.

Santa Claus would never appears in front of you to put surprised in your Nike, Adidas, Bata, Puma, Power, Converse or whatever it is socks.

Would you not wanted to be happy?

Antamedia Hotspot

What does it taste and feels like when u see your Mozilla Firefox tab stating a Warning SIGN. Page Load Error.

AND the interface was showing as follow:-

Network Timeout

The server at www.google.com is taking too long to respond.

The requested site did not respond to a connection request and the browser has stopped waiting for a reply.

* Could the server be experiencing high demand or a temporary outage? Try again later.
* Are you unable to browse other sites? Check the computer's network connection.
* Is your computer or network protected by a firewall or proxy? Incorrect settings can interfere with Web browsing.
* Still having trouble? Consult your network administrator or Internet provider for assistance.

Try Again


WTF IS WRONG WITH THE INTERNET HERE. I'm paying RM10 for 8 hours to this fucked up Cyber Antamedia Hotspot and you're not up to your bandwidth. I can't even surf the net properly.

wtf. One page for 1 hour? That's mean if I'm browsing 8 pages for RM10? Even WAP and GPRS runs cheaper price than you.

Even the internet were complaining you're too slow to respond and the browser actually stop serving your pity ass.

Let me show you the cybercafe at my hostel here.

Cyber1Serve dot.com

The side view

Never trust the ads

They are not sure. Please

*wtf*

Never asked me about what's inside the cybercafe. It's doomed. Old white pcs and runs a slow performance. Still, I don't get why are there people using those old school computers.

A case to be remembered forever after 16th July 2008. They actually promised it was 16th July 2008 that the 10Mbps bandwidth was made available. However, they actually gotten the 10Mbps during month of October 2008. WTF. I remembered every time we log in the net, cyber1serve actually send an apology due to the late upgrade. So what? We're the consumer. You're the one earning our money.

Remember, never break your promise to people when you're doing business. Never ever try it.

malaysian oil price hiking?

Have or have not anyone notice the latest oil by the Shell. The 2 latest oil are the SHELL UNLEADED 95 and SHELL SUPER 97.

My recent post stating that Anwar Ibrahim was trying to fight for the oil price from hiking again especially by the producer. However, it is not happening yet. Frankly speaking, I don't know whether it is not happening yet or it goes back to square one.

Here's some brief photos of one of the Shell Kiosk in located in center of Kota Kinabalu, Sabah.

The ad for Shell Unleaded 95

Shell Unleaded 95 for saving?

Shell Unleaded 95, RM1.80/liter

Shell Super 97, RM2.05/liter

Obviously, Unleaded 95 is far more cheaper than the Super 97. Well in case you don't know, especially those not having driver-license, Rm0.10 of the oil can make a big difference in your life.

Similarly, Shell Unleaded 95 is almost equivalent to Shell Regular in the past decade and Shell Super 97 is almost equivalent to Shell Super. Another different is the price. Oil price has not been stable lately due to the economy impact recently and politicians idea of improving the development of the country. Government was giving subsidies for the oil price but according to some leak, the higher the subsidies were given out, the higher the oil price goes together. Meaning, subsidies increment is just a good news and having better impression from the citizens. Would you ever complain about the bad news of oil price hiking when there is a good news as a solution?

By the way, back to the main point here, I would recommend Shell Unleaded 95 rather than having Shell Super 97. Check out the price and you'll know it. Google up Shell Unleaded 95 and you'll know what I mean. Customers and clients were commenting that it runs the same performance as there is no big difference in it as it saves your money as well. Well, never get yourself easily fooled by these ads and comment.

Think about it hard, if you are in the position of a Chief Executive Officer (CEO), would you publicize the bad image comment from the customers and clients? I can bet my dick-skin for that you won't do it. You're putting your business on the line if you are letting the public to see the bad comments. Every company has their top secret and confidential files, am i right? If you would have the chance to gets your hand on those valuable documents, read it and remember to keep your mouth shut. I don't want to see you in trouble. That's all I can say about it.

So, pump up your car using the cheaper oil. It's just an OIL to run your vehicle for GOD SAKE.

Please don't mind about it. You're not a SPEED RACER or MCLAREN.

However, Shell Diesel still remain the same. I'm missing the days of the early millennium 2000 before the oil price start to hike badly few years ago. SHELL DIESEL was ONCE RM0.80/ltr. Not to forget that my car back in my home runs a Diesel engine. Shell Super was ONCE RM1.20/ltr. I can hardly imagine how big the difference of the oil price nowadays. My diesel engine car can consume up to RM10 for around 1 week long drive. I can only drive 2-3 days for RM10 lately.

I understand very much that oil plays an important role in our daily life. Do you think you can work efficiently without a vehicle by your side? Do you think you can the politician have enough time going for every meeting discussing which are right which are wrong everyday without the help of a transport?

Sorry, I'm not oppressing the poor for not having a transport but still transport plays an important role and you fucking need oil for that.

Life is at stacked and your life can be pathetic when you can't have your days properly. Humans can improve themselves a lot day by day if they can save up the time when they are moving from one place to another. Imagine you walk a distance of 2km with 1 hour while you drive with only 5 minutes. You save up 45 minutes. You might save some times for yourself to watch some pornos in front of your computer or TV before going to bed.

Sorry, I'm out of the topic.

Jesus Christ, we're not earning thousands or millions. God Saves Us. Someone please think of an alternative way to replace oil. Don't just think, BUT, JUST DO IT :D

God Bless Malaysia!

East Malaysia Independent Day

Does anyone actually knows that 16th of September is an official Independent Day for the East Malaysian ?

Does anyone actually knows that 16th of September is an official date when Malay Peninsular is renamed into Malaysia ?

I believed that lots of people don't give a fuck about what happened in this date. Normally, only the East Malaysian were given the opportunity to have a public holiday on this particular date but who the fuck would care about it? Especially the non-East Malaysian. No offense but, it is clearly shown every fucking year, the national government does not even care about making some event or happening to promote this particular date. As if the East Malaysian were left out being a pathetic states in the country.

There are not even a historical education about what happened in the past during this date. You would have felt like they are pitying you by giving you an independent day and what the fuck else, it makes you feel like begging for help and that is what makes them feel bossy and proud. 1Malaysia does not seems to appropriate when you're differentiating status, quota, and providing opportunity according to race. It's so racist when you're not down here hanging around with these non-original Peninsular's race.

You should be proud that 31st August is YOUR independent day. Pay attention to the YOUR and it's not about us. Better appreciate what we're giving in every year that we join in celebrating the Independent Day with your dolly-brained big politician men. It's YOUR independent day that I'm speaking of but we're still standing here proudly feeling happy and proud for you. But did you treat us the same way?

My family and the other citizens were paying their taxes heavily every month and year contributing to the country. What we see and feel is that we're not being treated the correct way. Economy in East Malaysia were still stable but the development is not growing just as expected every year. High hopes were thrown out and marked on a paper vote by the citizens every 4 year during the national poll.

Anyone remember the pity politician Anwar Ibrahim? This is what he once said, ""16 September akan tercipta satu lagi lingkaran sejarah negara apabila Malaysia baru dibentuk dengan kemasukan Ahli Parlimen daripada Sabah, Sarawak dan Semenanjung"

Short Article in HarakahDaily.Net:-
Dato' Seri Anwar Ibrahim mengulangi kenyataannya akan menurunkan harga petrolium serta membebaskan kesemua mereka yang merengkok dalam tahanan Akta Keselamatan Dalam Negara (ISA) sekiranya kepimpinan kerajaan bertukar tangan pada 16 September ini.

Hope he's right about it. God Bless Malaysia.

vulgar

The common foul words

1. Cibai
2. Cibe
3. Sohai
   
4. Shit
5. Fuck you
6. Suck my DICK
7. Diao
8. Asshole
   

Common foul body language

1. Pointing middle finger _|_
2. Inserting thumb in between the 2nd finger and middle finger
   

People ask me why do I say foul words that much. I have my own reasons for that.

Generally, foul words has its own pros and cons. Let me speak of the cons first. Foul words are mostly related to swearing and cursing someone that you don't even like and dislike. Yet, foul words are not nice to be listen or even hear. It gives the bad impression which might even devastate your own career. Unless, you're planning to quit the job without any peace agreement. Foul words such as FUCK YOU and CIBAI YOU generally considered as swearing someone. According to the Oxford Dictionary, the word FUCK has the meaning of having adultery with someone either of a opposite sex or same sex if it's use as a verb but as a cursing or vulgar when it's a noun and it's an offensive word.

Ever search the word FUCK in Wikipedia?

The pros consist of contrasting word or maybe words which spits out from your motherly-erotic lips. You might spoke of "That food is so fucking good" or maybe "You're one fucking good dota player" before. From here, you can understand that the vulgar word stands as a contrast for what you are trying to interpret or express to the person you are speaking to. Fouls words can also be used in a way of surprising situation.

Examples, "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?", "FUCK, what is that fugly thing?" and "CIBAI, he totally forgotten".

Here's my top 5 vulgar word with its meaning.

1. Nei-You - Dickhead
   
2. Fuck - fuck?
   
3. Lanjiao - Dick
   
4. Sanineh - Fuck your mum
   
5. Cibai - Pussy/Vagina

Even my parent say foul words a lot. My mum's favourite word is Cibe-Yang and she used to apply that word every morning to wake my big-dark-ass up . Meaning vagina-kid? *lol*

My dad likes to say the word "Nei-You" but he uses it only when he's really angry on something.

For me, nei-you can be applied in the end of a sentence. What's Up, NeiYou?!?! Sounds like What's up, nigger right? *lol* No offense.

I might be right about this and I might be wrong about what I just said. But everyone do have their own opinion on foul words and I do respect that. I have no bad feelings for someone saying foul words to me unless those express it with a bad fffucking-emooo-face.

As a reminder, when expressing foul words you have to consider few factors. First few important factors are your own outlook or face expressions. You might have interpret the foul words in angry mode or a retarded mode. When you're really retarded, who the fuck give a damn about what you're trying to say. When you're angry, people actually fucking care about what you're trying to express.

Another factor is the intonation of the foul word which is depend on your volume. A soft fuck you can be cute and funny and a loud angry FUCK YOU can be in some other meaning like cursing and swearing.

Foul words which are put into digitally typed words is another factor also. As I explained in my previous post, words can be case-sensitive as when you're in capital letter or small letter. CAPITAL LETTER are loud and small letter can be a normal ways of interpretation. These digitally typed words can be deceiving as well depend on how is your relationship between the person who are writing the foul words to you. Your best friend can be saying FUCK YOU which can be comprehended as a humor way of expressing himself. Your villains can be saying FUCK YOU which can be easily understand as a way of cursing and swearing the hell of your ass out and being offensive to you as well.

Don't actually believe that foul words are always offensive but foul words have their own proper meaning too. Believe it or not. "Fuck"means have sex. "Dick" means lad's wieyner. "Cibai" means vagina.

If you're one well-listened-straight-educated, you might be interpret the foul sentences wrongly. For example, "CIBAI! What are you thinking?". For normal testosterone and estrogen lads and ladies, it's so rude. For a straight cold-blooded nerd person, it means "PUSSY! What are you thinking?" As if you're calling that some biological organic a pussy and asking what is he/she/it is doing.

I'll post some more again when I thought more about it next time.

To all the lads and ladies, how far do you agree with my opinion? Want a debate? Please comment.

Thanks for reading.

*glhf*

UMS Media Cyber Week

Well, last Saturday, our team joined Dota Tournament held by the Engineering School. We actually lost in the first round. *wtf*


Don't even try to be funny when you're in such a serious game. My team went for drafting and we met this team, Bad Guys for our first round. They were once named Whisper. We would never expect them to win the game and we were shitting about 2nd round against ORB. I admitted we were being too proud for looking down on Whisper.

The following are the line-up:
Bad Guys
Line Up
1) Kunkka
2) Puck
3) Warlock
4) Viper
5) Undying

Ban
1) Rhasta
2) Nerubian Assassin
3) Necrolyte
4) Treant Protector? I can't remember

Mistake (our team)
Line Up
1) Dragon Knight
2) Gondar
3) Crystal Maiden
4) Krobelus
5) Beastmaster

Ban
1) Earthshaker
2) Tidehunter
3) Priestess of the Moon
4) Sorry I can't remember

I was surprised that we lost. Puck and Kunkka both do not contribute a lot in the game. Kunkka always missed his ship and Puck does not silent a lot. Undying, Warlock and Viper was okay. What they had is the teamwork and we never push and there're no teamwork among us. Lots of contestant was hoping that we would win this match. Not to say that we were the finalist for last month Dota Competition held by the UMS PC FAIR 2009. It's like during World Cup 2002 where Senegal shocked the world by beating France 1 nil. It's psychology and the mentality, my friend. They can't even differentiate between Sentinel and Scourge so what the FUCK.

I was playing Dragon Knight and I admitted I was not playing well in the game too. I didn't farm properly and I was feeding in the early game when they knew I was playing the farmer role while the rest were hunting and trying to push. I ONLY had the capable of killing hero when they are on the way knocking the frozen throne down. They had Undying as farmer and Viper as hunter. We had Gondar as hunter.

Here's our team history
2007
UMS Science and PC Fair, July - Knocked out by Royal in 2nd round

2009
SKTM Dota Tournament? i think - Knocked out by ORB in Semi Final
UMS PC Fair, August - Finalist. We end up 1st runner-up.
Media Cyber Week, September - Knocked out by Whisper in 1st round.

For your information, ORB was defeated by Whisper twice before. Shit. We never knew these people were from team Whisper. They are not playing THAT well too and their faces don't look like a professional player too.

So far, Royal are far much better than the others. Not to forget NETZ from my hometown, Sibu as well.

A lesson to be learn for me.
1. Never look down on anyone.
2. Don't be too proud and overconfident.


I really wished someone would organize Starcraft tournament. I would love to watch this game.

help

Would you help when you're not asked to help?

Would you help in times of emergency?

Would you help when they ask for help?

Would you help when they don't need help?

Would you help when you need help?

Things get fucked up either you help or not helping. It troubles you for helping and it makes you a cold-blooded person if you're not helping.

Help sincerely, not help with a thought and hesitation.

Sorry, I can't think of anything to post right now. I'm kinda stress about my exams :p

semiconductor class

This is the most fucked-up boring class ever. Associate Prof. Dr. Abdullah Chik, you ARE one boring GAY. Your joke are never funny as well. By the way, he just sounds and looks like Bristleback. *lol*

We never have to open our bag during class. The most important thing in this class is that you have to bring your heavy-testicles and asses and sit in the class.

This is what happened last week in our class. Sorry Wei Kiat and Jeff *lol*

Jeff the VOODOO

Digging for poops

Digging hole

Dicking Wei Kiat's Wieyner

love song

What is it about love song that you understand? Was it really that honest to be expressed out in such a dark world?

Some people might not get serious with it but some does. Every love story has 2 sides. Human will never give up saying they are on the right side. Never leave your track around. You're always winning. Okay, so wtf now, When you're just right about to think of fooling and playing around and not getting serious with the relationship stuff, you are named as a player. If you're losing it, you just might get yourself in a big trouble. If you're just good in it, you just might not get caught but being doubted for the rest of your life.

Story about when you're losing being a player, in human nature, we will continue looking for solution for your lost and as well being greedy. The greed is about not letting go but having more pussies and dickies around you. When you're losing it, you just fake yourself falling in love with the person and thinking lots of story to cover up your asses. When you met someone better and easier, you might just let go of your earlier prey and going for the better prey unless you have fucking 48-hours per day. Not to forget to mention that human are fucking being like animals as well. That is where all the love songs were extracted out from your sick-talented-wracked mind. Are those even real? Sing when you're winning. *wtf*

For your information, there are so many prostitution, godfathers, godmothers, pimps around us. So many evil crime around us. Would you really give a damn about these things anymore? Would you actually agree with the ways human putting their effort to survive? Yes, I might be a little pessimistic about it. Thinking positive about it, love songs are mend for the love one. Everyone has their own love one. There might be many of them and there might be only 1 of them. Love one can be someone of your opposite sex or your family. What I would like to mentioned here is that don't get too innocent with the love song. Even the songwriter is being a sick-whacko in their relationship. Complications occur when they are expressing their problems in ways that are not supposed to be.

When you are starting to believe in love song, imagine if it happened to be that, everything are a just a part of a life drama and life reasoning. *wtf* Who wouldn't want it to be real. It might just not being worth singing and comprehending the love song. Looking at the dark side of the world, it's all about drugs, sex and money. Looking at the bright side of the world, it's all about getting a good career, true love, family, strong divine religious and peace. As a comparison, both are stating that money are important but are practically expressed in a different ways. A good career means getting good money too. I haven't totally figure out this issue by now, I'll elaborate it more on the future post.

Getting back to the topic, say an example, love songs by the 90s folks like Bryan Adams, Robbie Williams, Jon Bon Jovi, Westlife, Celine Dion and Mariah Carey. Yes, they do write and sing good love songs. When you're feeling the love songs, you're actually just on a cloud nine not knowing whether you actually do feel the same way as the song goes. You might need to buy some celebrity gossip magazines to understand their way of life. Understand their relationship life and it's better that you tried to applied their songs in the life. Does it fit in? Or does it doesn't fit it? Or maybe it does not fit in this character but it does fit in someone else that you know?

Even celebrity that sing love song married couple of times. And there're always scandals around on those married celebrity. Sleeping with the other chicks when their celebrity wife is around or maybe sleeping with the other dickies when their celebrity husband is not around. Getting themselves drugged and drunk in a party. It all comes back again in satisfying your own sex-drive machine and sick-mentality.

Anyway, love songs can be easing when you're really in a heartbreaking mood. It helps, dawg. Why is it there can be so many 'somes' in our life? When there are so many somes in our life, means we can be either one of the somes and need not to give a damn about all the blaming and being tolerant towards all the fault.

When some people are putting their serious asses in their relationship, you just might start to believe in love. Talk about serious relationship bring you forward to a happy marriage. When you're married, it's all about having a family and having a responsible relationship among the family. Talking about not getting serious in relationship makes you a widow, prostitude, a godfather, a pimp, a single testicles-man, a soldier maybe or whatsoever. So what the FUCK about it? It just seems like everything is in the term of HESITATION. You might just think that I'm being paranoia. If you're listening to some bloody rock-satanic songs, you just might think of these people are too insane about what's going on around this world. They are just being too pesismist and getting themselves out of the reality and avoiding trouble. But look what kind of shit they gotten? Some end up bloody rich, and some end up dead from drugs or cancer.

Why is it always about cancer anyway? shit.

okay, I LOVE YOU or I LOVE YOU? or ..... I LOVE YOU

It's a case-sensitive words to have a question mark behind your love quotes and pausing your lips before saying love quotes. Think about it, my friend. So, you better be real or better be 'helly-good' in what you're thinking to do right now.

By the way, no offense. Unless you want to STFU.

I'm out.

happy birthday, siew ling

It was 8th September when we had 3rd mid semester exam. Shit, it was quite hard. There were 7 questions. We had to answer 4. I took 3 essays question and 1 calculation question. And fuck the essays. I had no choice :p

After that, had a short meeting with my fellow ScienceTech organization with Prof Dr. Kawi Bidin (hope I spell his name right,hehe) For your information, ScienceTech is just a small student representatives from every courses organization in my school.

Prof Dr. Kawi Bidin is sort of a funny person and he is SO forgetful. He should go for some medical check-up or maybe counselling. What's been bugging him so much till so forgetful? By the way, he's still a very nice person compare to Prof Dr. Jualang, our ex-advisor for ScienceTech :)

I went to KKBOX, Karamusing Complex with my fellow friends around 6pm for Siew Ling's birthday. It's a Family Concept Buffet-Karaoke. Eat-and-sing-all-you-can Karaoke. There were 17 of us. Sorry Hiew, Terence, Bung and Lih Jiun, I overslept and made you all waited me for quite long. *lol* I'm so fucking tired.

Okay. Here's some HOT shots from last night.

KKBOX, Karamunsing Complex, Kota Kinabalu

Jia Yang and Lih Jiun on a duet song

Happy Birthday, Siew Ling


Lih Jiun, Siew Ling, Bung

Choy Hoong, Terence, Katty, Jia Yang, Keong Gor, Li Qi, Ying Ying, Kaccy, Siew Ling, Lih Jiun

Siew Ling being punk'd

The guys with dying-tired look

Pun Chong, Alek, Ken, Xin Ying, Choy Hoong, Terence, Katty, Jia Yang, Keong Gor, Hiew, Li Qi, Kaccy, Ying Ying, Kaccy, Siew Ling, Lih Jiun

Terence had problems with the penis (left)

*wtf* I don't know what happen

the ladies

Siew Ling, why aren't you kissing?

Went to Mamak Coffee Shop and chit-chat about anything related to ghost. *wtf* We all went back after 3:30 am. Doze off like a corpse after that.

Sorry about the photos quality ya. I don't have the camera photos with me now :p

Got to go, see y'all around.

siew ling is back

Well, for your information, my friend, siew ling was quarantined for 3 days in one of special-prepared house in Kingfisher due to her housemate who was suspected as a carrier of H1N1. I don't know why they still letting these people out when they are being quarantined. They are no proper way to take care of these quarantined people. Even the security guards letting their guard off. Me and my friends still can go to the quarantine site to visit her. *wtf*

Okay, we had a Data Communication Mid Semester Exam. It was nice to see my friend, Siew Ling back on the track. She was wearing mask to the examination. Guess what, the examination was postponed because our lecturer forgot to print out the paper for our minor students. bigger *WTF*.

We took an alternative session for the exam. It was decided on 2 pm afternooon just now or Thursday 2 pm. I could have been for the Thursday session because I might get some tips from the Monday session. But, sorry, in the end, I decided it's better to take the examination earlier. No more postponing. The examination was okay, I THINK. 40 objective question. Surprised right? It was hard but we had the chance to discuss around the class like usual thieving-routine.

*lol*

I went to Hospital Queen Elizabeth this morning to meet Dr. Hoari Krishnan. I waited for hour just to meet him. Too many patients in the orthopedic clinic. As if orthopedic clinic were making a great fucking billion business in there. One special thing I saw this morning was there were 3 jail-enforcement officer with 1 convict who wished to see the doctor. His hand was handcuffed and was sitting to my left. He's holding a big X-RAY enveloped with a big tag SULIT. SECRET. HIGH CONFIDENTIAL DOCUMENT.

Well, Dr. Hoari is my doctor and he's the one who did the implant thing in my wrist. He's leaving Kota Kinabalu to Korea and Japan for his further studies for 3 months. My case was past to Dr. Iskandar, I THINK, for further investigation. Hopefully, they really will give me a call for my wrist further check-up. My bad-ass wrist still can't move properly and a lots of movement are restricted. Bad luck for me. I was happy that he wanted Stanley, the occupational therapist for recently had give up on me, to continue on with the therapy. That was the part I like the most. It's always not Stanley's call to stop my therapy. It's the Doctor's call. That's the only thing I wish to hear.

Here's my some shots in the new clinic building, Hospital Queen Elizabeth

Level 2

Check out the people

Inside the orthopedic clinic

flu and cough

I was having bad flu and cough few days ago. Started to feel fever that time as well. Took some painkiller. Thought I was gonna had H1N1 due to the symptom.

Well, this is the medicine that I took and it got me better. I'd recommend it to you if you're lazy to consult a doctor for further prescription cause I believe the doctor normally will treat you the same lazy way as well. They are humans too.

Why not just saving your time buying medicine at the pharmacy store right?

I got these from the local pharmacy, Guardian.

Hurrix 600, especially for flu.

These are its capsules.

Woods', for cough, phlegm, mucus in throat and sore throat.

fed up

I been trying to buy an air ticket for my brother to go back hometown for like couple of times already. The line here was a shit-ass line. It sorts of piss me off all the time especially during important times.

I missed all the cheap tickets like 4 times already. Few times when I was in the process of payment and guess what, error came out and blocking me for proceeding or rebooking the ticket again but telling me to call Helpline for help. I used up RM11.32 for roughly 10 minutes only just to wait the fat-ass customer consultant to talk to me. It's simple. I explained to her about my problem then the first person connect me to the other person. It's a she now. She told me, "Sir, you might need to just delete your cookies and restart your browser to rebook the ticket again." "Okay, thanks, I think that's all", I said. SHIT, what the hell is wrong with the call charges. I asked for help but you freaking-charge me so expensive. I only talk with them for 2-3 minutes? wtf. I restarted it all over again n AGAIN.

Who do I blame? The line here or myself for not being lucky enough? The TAC number for the payment is slow as well due to the very poor reception line here.

There's 2 mid-term exam coming soon for me. Monday and Tuesday. Heard it's gonna be some objective questions for Monday's paper. HOPEFULLY. Gotta kick myself in for these real hard. I did not score well for the last semester due to several reason. My wrist condition as well as my heartbreaking emotion. I know I shouldn't take the heartbreaking emotion as an excuse. I admit it was my own fault for not able to handle myself for the conflict. My mum especially were nagging me all the time before I took last semester examination, and now she was scolding me when she found out I had a bad result for last semester.

I want to write this so much in a big letter to my parents,

Dear Mum and Dad,

I'm so sorry as I did not make you proud

Your loving son,
Tony

I wished I can work harder again and pursue to Korea for my Industrial Training :) Maybe I shouldn't just wishing it only but I'll do it. That's the important point. Hopefully, I can get myself interviewed for it. I'm gonna stay on the top again. I hope God doesn't let my emotion take over me.

May God Bless Me and Everyone!

I just hate people hesitating when in times of emergency cases. In the end, it's better you stacked up your problem to yourself and make a decision by yourself. By this, you are preventing lots of problem and conflicts or maybe misunderstanding between each other. Would you agree with that? Be self-confident that's all.

refunding

Looks like the management are not going to come for replacing the door knob. Staying the old door knob for the rest of our semesters?

Since it's still OKAY for the keys and for us in the room, I think I'm going to do some questioning for my refunding of the door knob charges.

And I can't wait for the DOTA games with ORB team later on.

think before you do

Me and my roommate were having exam this morning so we woke up early and left the room unlocked today. I don't know why I still feel safe when I'm leaving my room unlocked this morning. I still had the mood to talk shit with my friends after my exam at the library cafe.

GIMME A HELL YEAH, I like the way Prof. Dr. Haider prepared an exam. He's so predictable. 4 question and 3 were spotted to be the examples in his notes. HAHA. Thanks, man.

So, I had 'Nasi Kerabu' again. This time with a C-size chicken breast. Whoops!

I went back after my lunch. Shit, I waited the shuttle bus back to my college for around 30 minutes. Lucky I had my walkman earphone with me. I was enjoying listening songs while waiting.

What a surprise when I went back to my room. Nothing happened. The door knob was not fixed yet. I have not realized anything missing the room yet. Hopefully nothing. Went down to complain about the door knob again. After 1 hour, there come somebody.

I was notified that the door knob which we broke down yesterday, was fixed and still can be used. So why the fuck do we have to pay for the broken door knob? They should be thinking before they're asking us to pay for the broken stuff. No comment. They were telling us they will repay the new one by tomorrow. Shit, I don't understand why the fuck we still have to pay? If we would not pay for it, they wouldn't have to trouble themselves getting their fat asses to the city just to buy only such a small fag door knob. Will you agree with that?

I could have leave the door unlocked whole day for my ass to sit there hesitating whether to pay or not to pay with my roommate. See who's gonna give up in the end. Okay, that's a lesson to me.

I realized been taking a lot of capsules lately. It's due to my health condition, especially for my wrist. I had nothing to do yesterday night so I took this picture.

ADIOS AMIGO